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  • Just checked my DM's on Twitter. Some rando DM's me and goes; 'So you are Jewish, English and Asian, You lie all the time.' My reply; 'That's the joke you dumb bitch; I'm sorry you cannot understand humour!' Thank god; for dence people!
    Just checked my DM's on Twitter. Some rando DM's me and goes; 'So you are Jewish, English and Asian, You lie all the time.' My reply; 'That's the joke you dumb bitch; I'm sorry you cannot understand humour!' Thank god; for dence people!
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  • i wish the heat could hit me so i can get stroked
    i wish the heat could hit me so i can get stroked
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  • (not sure if anyone reads this, but I think I just need a platform to shout out... not suited for everyone I guess btw..)
    Living with Bipolar Disorder is just the worst... not sure if anyone else is dealing with this shit but the worst are those crashing episodes that you cannot foresee yourself.
    Especially those Episodes where you just running internally mentally wild and the only thing you feel is just that anyone just want to betray and hurt you... even your closest ones.
    In addition, when I'm in a breakdown, the ‘spectrum’ in me swings so hard that I literally become completely blind to communicative schemes and can no longer understand or interpret anything like indirect speech in any way (probably always the main reason why I try to withdraw from anyone).
    In these phases, indirect language is as incomprehensible to me as a foreign language that I can't understand in any way. Unfortunately, very few people understand this because they are used to other ways of communicating with me.
    I'm really not sure what triggered the current episode: the constant stress at work, the stress of being available for everyone and everything every second for the last few months, or my own realization and disappointment that I think I've made so many bad decisions in the past because of my good faith, which have destroyed paths I would have liked to take(career and study-wise).
    However, I currently hate myself more than usual; not only for what I haven't achieved at the moment, but especially for the way I behave towards others uncontrollably during this phase.
    I am unconsciously insulting and offending those who actually want the best for me.
    I hide and deny the real causes until it is too late... (I'm such a coward)
    I wish I would be fixable but I'm not I guess...

    The worst thing is probably this post-episode in which you realize that not only the world itself is the problem, but that your own grievance towards others is also the problem in this world.
    (No wonder why the S-rate is so high in this disorder circle, since most people can't find any other solution).

    Maybe I just want someone to tell me directly and unhinged that they actual love me for what I am and that what I'm trying to achieve is enough
    (not sure if anyone reads this, but I think I just need a platform to shout out... not suited for everyone I guess btw..) Living with Bipolar Disorder is just the worst... not sure if anyone else is dealing with this shit but the worst are those crashing episodes that you cannot foresee yourself. Especially those Episodes where you just running internally mentally wild and the only thing you feel is just that anyone just want to betray and hurt you... even your closest ones. In addition, when I'm in a breakdown, the ‘spectrum’ in me swings so hard that I literally become completely blind to communicative schemes and can no longer understand or interpret anything like indirect speech in any way (probably always the main reason why I try to withdraw from anyone). In these phases, indirect language is as incomprehensible to me as a foreign language that I can't understand in any way. Unfortunately, very few people understand this because they are used to other ways of communicating with me. I'm really not sure what triggered the current episode: the constant stress at work, the stress of being available for everyone and everything every second for the last few months, or my own realization and disappointment that I think I've made so many bad decisions in the past because of my good faith, which have destroyed paths I would have liked to take(career and study-wise). However, I currently hate myself more than usual; not only for what I haven't achieved at the moment, but especially for the way I behave towards others uncontrollably during this phase. I am unconsciously insulting and offending those who actually want the best for me. I hide and deny the real causes until it is too late... (I'm such a coward) I wish I would be fixable but I'm not I guess... The worst thing is probably this post-episode in which you realize that not only the world itself is the problem, but that your own grievance towards others is also the problem in this world. (No wonder why the S-rate is so high in this disorder circle, since most people can't find any other solution). Maybe I just want someone to tell me directly and unhinged that they actual love me for what I am and that what I'm trying to achieve is enough
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  • Why do Jewish woman only seem to date Jewish men? Nothing makes a Jewish woman happier than 10% off.
    Why do Jewish woman only seem to date Jewish men? Nothing makes a Jewish woman happier than 10% off.
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  • Israel and the Persians are at it again! The Jewish state targeted Iran's nuclear capabilities and the people in charge of such operations. The missiles and bombs were dead accurate...right up the Ayatollah's wazoo!!!

    https://www.jpost.com/middle-east/iran-news/article-857603
    Israel and the Persians are at it again! The Jewish state targeted Iran's nuclear capabilities and the people in charge of such operations. The missiles and bombs were dead accurate...right up the Ayatollah's wazoo!!! https://www.jpost.com/middle-east/iran-news/article-857603
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    IDF strikes, destroys Iran's largest uranium enrichment facility | The Jerusalem Post
    However, the IDF has so far not attacked from the air against the Fordow nuclear facility, which lies underneath a mountain.
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  • i wish i was a office worker making like 76/hr and ignoring calls and emails all day while picking the scabs on my legs
    i wish i was a office worker making like 76/hr and ignoring calls and emails all day while picking the scabs on my legs
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  • Just retreating in covers & closing the curtains... I wish I was free to do that...
    Just retreating in covers & closing the curtains... I wish I was free to do that...
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  • Well... wishing you all a good nigth/day wherever you are :)
    Well... wishing you all a good nigth/day wherever you are :)
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  • "Look at you comforting others with the words you wish to hear" Again only been seen when I'm of use... A friend of mine is texting me. I thought she wanted to check on me because I told her 2 werks ago that I'm down the ditch and not doing well...turns out she's just bored because she sprained her ankle and can't go out and her dick boyfriend does not do shit to entertain her... She's an extrovert so she thrives outside with company...
    I'm just the entertainment and the emotional dump to rant about her bf again...not a single question on how I have been doing...
    "Look at you comforting others with the words you wish to hear" Again only been seen when I'm of use... A friend of mine is texting me. I thought she wanted to check on me because I told her 2 werks ago that I'm down the ditch and not doing well...turns out she's just bored because she sprained her ankle and can't go out and her dick boyfriend does not do shit to entertain her... She's an extrovert so she thrives outside with company... I'm just the entertainment and the emotional dump to rant about her bf again...not a single question on how I have been doing...
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  • I once shared a pastrami on rye with Jesus at the Carnegie Deli. His treat and yes, we're that tight and Jewish!
    I once shared a pastrami on rye with Jesus at the Carnegie Deli. His treat and yes, we're that tight and Jewish!
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