forced and coerced
to write 4 books in 1
its a big obligation
but it sure sounds like fun
16 different meanings
respectively deceptive
from 1 perspective
with cubits and tables
spinning like dreidels
every corner
needs a door
every door
needs a lock
and every lock
needs a key
i wished and hoped 4 something tobe
noweverything
is nothing
and nothing
onlymeans something
tome

its profoundly found my attension that summight havebecome offended biwhat they red here.
to those people and anyone else whom by whom wish 2participate I say
grab the closest english dictionary






























open itup to Me
should be in the center of the book abouts
































take a big shit on the word
sit down admire what u done
and slam the book closed as hard as you can




























peace love coexistence non existence and temporary temporal temperance


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Wishing everybody a lovelly week :)

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Love this song. Gloomy in a good way. Wish it was longer.

Had to move into an RV because I couldn’t find an affordable apartment. My new apartment was infested with springtails and I got really sick and developed a stress rash all over my body, so I bought an RV and found a nice RV resort to live in. I’m really depressed right now and feeling really emotionally drained. I wish I were allowed to just have a normal life. My bf and I were supposed to do everything together but now I have to do it all alone because he left me for another woman… I hate my life…

I just had a meltdown in the lab...because I'm burned and spent by this shit. This company has burned me completely and I'm just a walking pile of ash. Every passing day I wish more and more that I was one of the people that were layed off or that I would have an accident break and ankle or so and get a sick leave for a few weeks. Just to catch a breath and be an unexpected gap on the personal.
It's not the stress that's getting me I actually don't think the workload is overwhelming at the moment it's average and manageable. It's the lack of pay and appreciation that bothers me. I came on Saturdays I came on Sundays gave 110% to make them see that I am worth getting the same pay as the others and instead I get a warm sweaty handshake and a chocolate I can't even eat.
And I'm still trying to give a 110 percent that I don't even have in me anymore why because of revenge because I want it to hurt heavily when I leave and I want to see them in false security about my loyalty. But I'm not even sure that's worth it...
At this point I just wish for a new job opportunity and hope the company goes bankrupt so that I can get social support. I wouldn't get that for a few months if I resigned without a new job.