Not. a. single. Time.
Texted with my friend all evening. Not a single time did she ask how I was feeling if I got better since the last time we talked. Even when I hinted towards my depression. She did not ask further. It was probably too bothtersome. Just complaining on how bored she is, how she didn't know what to eat blah blah blah.
That's what I'm good for. To reach out to when there is nothing else to do. Or when there's emotions to dump. That's my use? Is The reason to exist in her circle? I'm so sick and tired of only existing when I have a function.

Blade Runner Frankfurt Edition

Frankfurts Choreo against Stuttgart https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xSvZJO7IrLY

Contrary to my original plan of having a 'lazy Saturday', I spontaneously spent the whole day out and about on my bike.
Simply to escape the city and enjoy the rural idyll that surrounds the outermost city limits. The further I cycled, the less I wanted to go back.
It may sound strange, but resting next to a cow pasture and smelling the typical (perhaps not exactly inviting) smell of cattle somehow gives me a nostalgic feeling of childhood and home.
Even though I like living in a city and enjoying its benefits, I often miss the quiet, sleepy afternoons and evenings in a village.

#furniture

Omfg. Fuck this disrespect from the management.
I do my work fucking well and then they go for the 3rd time fucking things up behind my back without consulting me.
Today apparently the plan was to dismantle a Google Meet equiped meeting room completely without my knowledge because apparenlty sound barriers needed to be installed. Then I get a message from one of the Google engineers saying the devices stopped responding and that they weren't aware of such actions taking place.
I'm done with this shit. Not only they expect me to do everything, they also don't wanna give me a pay rise + they keep doing the shit like this behind my back.
I really need to quit this shit as soon as possible but until I get a new job, that's not possible...

I'm fucking furious. If you idiots think you can do better than me, then you're welcome to assemble things again and I expect them to work. I won't engage in any of this shit facilities do anymore...

#furniture #style

ConsumedByDarkness Frankfurt HBF https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DqHLXoTjxeA :D