Phew, I'm exhausted...
I'm still feeling the after-effects of rearranging and tidying up my apartment, and today felt like the longest Monday in months...;
I started very early and worked the maximum amount of overtime allowed, then quickly ran to the post office at the last minute to take care of some private stuff (because digitization is a foreign concept in my country) and helped my neighbors with some minor IT issues (but that's okay, they're friendly and lovely people and I'm happy to help them).
Now the last mission of the day is not to fall into bed too early, even though my pillow is winking at me really seductively :D

Do you know that feeling when, after a good time, the world comes crashing down even harder than expected?
I wish it were just the blues after one of the best times I've ever had, but somehow the shit just keeps piling up every day.

Not only do I have a lot of work to do, but I also have to compensate for three people, and instead of support, I only get statements that downplay the actual workload, and I just end up angry, exhausted, and “done” with my job.

On top of that, there is a current family disaster that I am currently unable to deal with mentally, so I am completely withdrawing.
Unfortunately, it is so severe that it completely paralyzes me.
I want to be there for my family, but I can't.
My head is screaming to escape, but I don't know where to go anymore.
With every breath I take, it feels as if the air is made of lead.

#fantasy #high_fantasy #elf
Exhausted elf after sex...

#wife #exhausted

I'm so mentally exhausted of having to host a visitor in my apartment. Even though it's family and even though I would haver never said no in this situation...Its only been 3 days and its gonna be for 2 weeks...it will feel like forever. I am not used to permanently have people around me and kinda enjoy being alone after work not having to talk to anybody. Unfortunately my guest doesn't get this and thinks she has to talk to me or help me with chores all the time out of politeness. Even when I say it's fine she can chill, she thinks I only say that to be polite and don't mean it. But I fucking do!!! Just leave me alone for 5 fucking minutes at least. Don't followme around to the kitchen!!!

It's my birthday. I'm as exhausted and in pain as any other day as a chronic migraineur, but I can't stop thinking of this scene when I think about my age.

Pumped up and exhausted....so conflicted.

Early bedtime watching penguin episode 3. Exhausted. Love this show though.

Pff. Dying. I am so exhausted I barely see straight.

Permanently exhausted