XZanthia.com 🎨🎬 XZanthia’s Birthday Party, Monthly Art Show & Independent Film Night 🎬🎨


Join us for an afternoon and evening celebrating local art and independent film in St. Petersburg!


Browse an ever-changing collection of original artwork, meet local artists, and enjoy a creative atmosphere filled with imagination and inspiration.


After the art show, stay for our Independent Film Showcase, featuring one of the feature films I appeared in, along with a selection of local feature films and short films by talented independent filmmakers.


Whether you’re an art lover, film enthusiast, or just looking for something unique to do, we’d love to have you join us!


🖼️ Original artwork
🎥 Independent feature & short films
🎭 Meet local artists and filmmakers
✨ A fun, creative community event


Bring your friends and support the local arts scene—we can’t wait to see you there!


RSVP:
https://facebook.com/events/s/xzanthias-st-pete-birthday-par/1664108451246919/?mibextid=wwXIfr

XZanthia.com 🎨🎬 XZanthia’s Birthday Party, Monthly Art Show & Independent Film Night 🎬🎨


Join us for an afternoon and evening celebrating local art and independent film in St. Petersburg!


Browse an ever-changing collection of original artwork, meet local artists, and enjoy a creative atmosphere filled with imagination and inspiration.


After the art show, stay for our Independent Film Showcase, featuring one of the feature films I appeared in, along with a selection of local feature films and short films by talented independent filmmakers.


Whether you’re an art lover, film enthusiast, or just looking for something unique to do, we’d love to have you join us!


🖼️ Original artwork
🎥 Independent feature & short films
🎭 Meet local artists and filmmakers
✨ A fun, creative community event


Bring your friends and support the local arts scene—we can’t wait to see you there!


RSVP:
https://facebook.com/events/s/xzanthias-st-pete-birthday-par/1664108451246919/?mibextid=wwXIfr

SAT 6/6 1-4pm XZanthia’s ARTSHOW
@ 1626 49th St S
Gulfport, FL 33707


PLZ TXT 727-370-3311 if u want a massage


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🎃✨ I’ll be selling my art and cosplay at the Big Gay Halloween Market in St. Petersburg, Florida! 🌈💀
Come say hi, grab some spooky goodies, and celebrate with us next Wednesday, October 22, at Cocktail St. Pete! 💜🧡
#BigGayHalloweenMarket #StPeteEvents #ArtistBooth #CosplayArt #SpookySeason #SupportLocal #HalloweenMarket

It seems a shadow of misfortune follows me. I've come to expect it: a fleeting moment of light is always chased away by a familiar storm, pulling me back under with brutal force.

What truly unnerves me is the silence within. The emotional echo of these disasters has faded to nothing. I am a dry well—events that should summon a flood of tears now barely register. Is this resilience, or is it erosion? My psyche, to save itself, seems to have severed the wires, leaving me feeling like an spectator in my own tragicomedy, muttering, 'This can't be real.'

I observe my life as through a thick, silent pane of glass. The impact is muted, the meaning distant. I am a curious stranger to my own apathy, asking, 'What happens when you simply have nothing left to feel?'

Is this emptiness making me stronger, or is it the void before the collapse? I built these walls stone by stone for protection, but now they encircle me. They keep the world's anguish out. The question is no longer about weathering the storm, but whether I am fortified within a sanctuary, or entombed within a cell of my own making.

I think depression has killed my spark...
Even though I am working through the things depressing me and starting to find closure. I feel like the fire within me is gone too. Snuffed to not even a spark. I'm not even looking forward to the big events that l love visiting so much. They are just there on the agenda. And I will go there because I know I will regret not going. But there is no enthusiasm about them right now. No anticipation nor excitement.
Idk if it is because I have been visiting that next upcoming event for over 10 years, or if it is because these were events I used to visit with friends but they don't come anymore...idk I just don't feel any excitement or anticipation and that's scary. Looking forward to these events used to cheer me up a lot..
I'm sorry to all the (very few) people wo love me for my bubbly enthusiasm, infectious excitement, and passionate personality...that fire is gone...

Kinda been feeling bled dry lately and currently fleeing myself into an endless loop of doomwatching some historical documentaries post work.

I look at some upcoming events in my work and personal calendar that I've been looking forward to, and meanwhile I hear an inner voice whispering a quiet "why" to me....

I think I should take a vacation and go away... Far, far away from people

Judging by recent events around the world I´m kinda debating with myself if I should start (slowly but firmly) storing canned food somewhere.

Things are never easy and straight forward
Theres always reasons behind reasons and causes of other causes

Reasons why people have done things and then other reasons behind those reasons often stemming from an event or series of events

Nothings ever straight forward