I'm on the verge of crying. I'm literally panicking. Another health issue came up that needs immediate medical procedure. This that gives me the worst anxiety on multiple levels...if I'm unlucky it will not only make me really ugly and I struggle with dismorphia, but also also what I fear most, it will delay my treatment yet again... possibly for several weeks. I finally got a fixed appointment for getting the blood drawn for testing first thing but now I fear the new issue can't wait and needs to be fixed immediately there is akute pain....they probably can't test my blood if there is residual narcotics and painkillers on my system....
Like my anxiety was not already bad since yesterday for other reasons. Now this...I'm really panicking right now. Why is it all breaking at once??

Ok I need to breathe and wait se how bad the pain gets today prepare for being incapacitated by meds while I still can and if I get worse I go to the doctor tomorrow first thing. Good thing I live right next door. Maybe it just got painful because I was feeling the swelling I know I shouldn't drag it out and fix acute things immediately. But the following issues of delayed treatment will be detrimental too possibly reshaping my future entirely.

#Vampire #Vampires #art #Masquerade #World_of_Darkness
Vampire: The Masquerade – Félix Renard

#DNA #Napoleon #biosecurity #napoleonicwars #excavations #Russia #GrandeArmée #war #warepidemics #epidemics
https://www.livescience.com/archaeology/dna-reveals-what-killed-napoleons-soldiers-during-their-disastrous-retreat-from-russia-in-1812

adiós para siempre
Good Bye Always/forever.....Because I'm leaving for good! And im only here to decide if I want to bring people onto my Facebook which I haven't decided yet. Message me if you want!

A few words….

Dear Democrats:

I know you are confused right now. I know you are struggling to comprehend what is happening.

I am happy to explain it to you.

You see, for decades you have persecuted us for holding conventionally American conservative beliefs. You insulted us. You called us "Nazis." You forcibly silenced us in conventional media and social media. You made us scared to speak our beliefs lest we lose our jobs or our friends and families. You de-banked us. You jailed conservative meme makers for free speech. You tried to steal our children in the public schools. You made us sit at our jobs and silently listen to some HR Karen telling us we were all inherently racist, sexist and evil. You pursued our political leaders with illegitimate lawfare right out of some mid-20th Century fascist state. You badgered us at the Thanksgiving table. You made us feel unwelcome in our own country and in our own homes.

We tried turning the other cheek.

We tried reasoning with you.

We tried standing on principle.

We told you that if we finally decided to do to you what you did to us, that you would not like it.

Then your rhetoric got Charlie killed.

Guess what? We have had enough, and we finally decided to do to you what you did to us.

You need to be taught a painful lesson so the USA can be restored to a nation of freedom, justice and liberty.

Do you understand now? It's for your own good.

Love,
Conservative America

Iztaccíhuatl Volcano

WE where soooo Cute haha

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2GoEMEPgsAA

hey baby whats a piece of ass like you doing in a place like this are my last words as i am point blank executed by a cop

im probably not 100 % human, well she s probably not either,,, we would make a Cute couple . I attac I Protec. I just lost it when she Tweaked out in front o that Backdrop. WE could really work thooose BenDZZZZZZ.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oWUJfVq3wFk&list=RDoWUJfVq3wFk&start_radio=1