Fellow barcode buddies WYA? \/=\/


#genuinebarcoder

Wanna stop breaking down? Stop obsessing so deeply with the world around. Ur crying cause you can't help but barely fucking saved urself?
Running urself to an early grave won't solve shit but double it and give it to the next person

It seems a shadow of misfortune follows me. I've come to expect it: a fleeting moment of light is always chased away by a familiar storm, pulling me back under with brutal force.

What truly unnerves me is the silence within. The emotional echo of these disasters has faded to nothing. I am a dry well—events that should summon a flood of tears now barely register. Is this resilience, or is it erosion? My psyche, to save itself, seems to have severed the wires, leaving me feeling like an spectator in my own tragicomedy, muttering, 'This can't be real.'

I observe my life as through a thick, silent pane of glass. The impact is muted, the meaning distant. I am a curious stranger to my own apathy, asking, 'What happens when you simply have nothing left to feel?'

Is this emptiness making me stronger, or is it the void before the collapse? I built these walls stone by stone for protection, but now they encircle me. They keep the world's anguish out. The question is no longer about weathering the storm, but whether I am fortified within a sanctuary, or entombed within a cell of my own making.

That Trash, that scumbag should be executed ASAP for what he did to her, and every Democrat lawmaker and soft on crime scumbag judge who let that ape out of prison multiple times, should all be barred and removed from the benches and maybe, charged for aiding the murder.

Whether or not you support the Endless Ukraine War, clearly, I don't support it, no young Ukrainian woman or any woman in general, deserves to killed like that.

Kill the scumbag like he did to her, infact kill him in the manner

As an ex barcode creator im here to say you did it wrong you shrivled up poser

So there have been a lot of pregnant people around where I am lately and thought how cool if people did Halloween baby showers so saw this and wanted to share <3
https://barefootbudgeting.com/halloween-baby-shower-theme-ideas/

#CrackerBarrel #CrackerBarrelHasFallen #crackerbarrell #DonaldTrump

A bargain if you ask me. I just wonder what the contents of said barrels could be?

I'm at the verge of crying every day...Wednesdays and Thursdays are always the hardest work days for me currently. I practically have to drag myself to work everyday and it's hardest on these days.
Next Monday I have a 1:1 with my boss...I hope I can address the issues. Although I would prefer to talk to another person First to get their opinion before taking to my boss. I think that would be more strategic but I will not have a meeting with them until next Wednesday. And I don't think I can wait this long...the longer leave this unresolved the more anxiety I'm developing about this. It's such a dilemma: be strategic and tall to the righ person first, but deal with my fears and anxiety a week longer or just talk to my boss directly without having that other insight. I feel so burdened by it. And no one can really help me except those 2 supervisors. So I have to carry this until they have one for me.
I can barely focus on the little work I do have and that makes my anxiety even worse because I feel even more useless and like I'm not performing well that makes and my fears that they are planning to let me go even worse...