Of course, it was only a matter of time before spiders started appearing in my apartment as the temperatures got warmer...
With my arachnophobia, it really sucks, especially as it's currently exactly the type of spider I react most severely to... And instead of me managing to catch them with the greatest of gritted teeth, they jump away and hide in my clothes in the closet in my bedroom...
Now I'm sitting barricaded on my sofa, "can't" go to sleep and facing the hardest phobia program (heavy breathing to itching all over my body).
It's going to be a really great night and I know that the weekend is completely ruined because of it...
Why do I have to have this severe extreme phobia? Can't it somehow be gentler and "better distributed"?

#Signalgate #Spiegel #NSA #Hegseth #databases #data #personal_data #Waltz #Gabbard #scandal #fiasco

https://www.spiegel.de/international/world/hegseth-waltz-gabbard-private-data-and-passwords-of-senior-u-s-security-officials-found-online-a-14221f90-e5c2-48e5-bc63-10b705521fb7

It look so glorious
but at what price...I'm pretty sure the infamous Horst Lichter will come to get me tonight As I committed a crime. The picture I found was not just a fancy looking mediocre frame with a cheap 80's print inside. It is a professionally framed lithography, I think. That was probably made only in a limited amount and there was a 89,- written in pencil on the back presumably the price. The frame also seems Handmade and probably cost about the same (Yes I watched way too much "Bares für Rares" to know this).
And what did I do? I put a 5€ poster from 2009 inside.
Ofc I keep the 80's Lithography in there too, to keep it safe...

#barberbeats #downtempo #ambient #vaporwave #music
https://youtu.be/PQcfe6DyVjw

Haven't had whole lot of time to be on here. working like crazy past few days people REALLY freak out here and are like oh my god its snowing quick lets raid the co-op's...yeah been that busy. I guess as humans a few of us have evolved with no common sense whatsoever like my neighbor, i finally had it and went to the cops with my mom and had a great respectful conversation with an officer, i went out on my deck the night after and did a fake very loud cell phone call, acting like i was on the phone with the cops to freak out my neighbor, his dog is immensely stupid and barks literally at nothing, as i'm typing this now and his dog barked, its that dumb. he's been quiet for a bit now and i'm hoping it worked, really would suck to call them though but it might be necessary ,still want my neighbor to move out so someone of actual quality can live there...

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And you guys thought Schlagermusik was embarrasing. :D
Finland has it's own version of weird music also. :D :D :D :D :D

Ha, looks like the fact that I raged at people for dismantling the Google Meet equiped room it took me months to build up helped. Out of fear, they made sure things have been put in place once the sound barriers have been attached to walls.
You motherfuckers...

Omfg. Fuck this disrespect from the management.
I do my work fucking well and then they go for the 3rd time fucking things up behind my back without consulting me.
Today apparently the plan was to dismantle a Google Meet equiped meeting room completely without my knowledge because apparenlty sound barriers needed to be installed. Then I get a message from one of the Google engineers saying the devices stopped responding and that they weren't aware of such actions taking place.
I'm done with this shit. Not only they expect me to do everything, they also don't wanna give me a pay rise + they keep doing the shit like this behind my back.
I really need to quit this shit as soon as possible but until I get a new job, that's not possible...

I'm fucking furious. If you idiots think you can do better than me, then you're welcome to assemble things again and I expect them to work. I won't engage in any of this shit facilities do anymore...