Today really was a Terrible day. Not only did I work longer than it is legal (again). I also wasn't very focussed and did a lot of mistakes in my lab work...I don't think a blanket and c-drama will fix this day..-

I really need to dump & vent some emotions rn...humor me...
The fact that I am still very moody and don't really feel like talking to people one on one kinda contriubted to this day being shitty as lab work forces me to interact with my colleauges more than documentation. and I really don't feel like talking lately.
It's probably hard to get....While I do have a lot of things troubling me and I do need to get them off my chest, I dont have the energy nor the desire to open a 1 on 1 converstaion about it, and even less desire to talk about the world and smalltalk.
It's not like there are no people I could go to if I needed talking. There are. And I know I can go to them anytime. I just don't want to. Bc I don't want to have any interactive converstaions at the moment, if not necessary. Then I'd rahter passively dump it somewhere like here and get if off my chest. It is often not about wanting advice or needing re-assurance. It is mostly just wanting it out...
Just posting it in an anyways dead place gives me the freedom to decide on my own if and when I get advice or others opinion on it. If I need to I'll read comments, If I dont wan't to I just don't.
Is that weird??
I think I am like this because I have always been the Listeing and giving advice friend and not the sharing and wanting advice one.
I'm just used to being that way and found my ways to vent emotions...

My hair is thick and curly. Shave it once per month as I do during the recent years [brutal/Breaking Bad]? Should I have a ponytail again [Jason Momoa but needs giganitc patience]? Have a Hemsworth haircut like in Extraction 2 [too mainstream but still epic]? Classic Mohawk? Need your opinions people.

I'm of the opinion that all the most horrible people find success in wellness brand management, non-profit organizations, and organic farming. If they're such martyrs, why aren't they willing to die of cancer and alcoholism with us regular low-lifes?

when your big brother suddenly calls you and asks for your opinion/advice... That was the first time in our entire life he came to me seeking advice on something serious...
We never had a normal sibling relationship as we are both neurodivergent and quite polar opposites. While I'm bubbly, emotional and empahtic. My brother is more silent broody and proud. So this has led to a a bit of friction and distance in the past...

Just now I finally feel like we are on eye level and accept each others strenghts and shortcomings and seek help from each other do make up for our shorts. Like our relationship has finally been mended.

The show the view is horrible. Full of opinionated delusional bitches that are always inviting guests on to try and bombard and humiliate. It's funny how they always fail and get so butthurt when they get hit with facts that they can't handle. Especially when Whoopi as always calls everyone racists and all the times she defended black people that were proven guilty with cases from abuse to rape and she can't lie her way out. Oprah and her are literally as racist as they come. If the cast of the view died in a firey car crash I'd feel bad for the car.

Is this true? I need women's opinions (because I cover all the prerequisites).

People like to dress up with opinions like wearing different clothes huhähhäuuhuuh

Existential Crisis just before Xmas:

If I re-install for the nth time, the epic Vampire the Masquerade: Bloodlines, Clan: Nosferatu (bitch mode) just before Xmas, will I be considered a Cainite and burn my soul to Hell for all Eternity? Opinions.