How my 2023 is going:

- heartbroken by a girl I had feelings for for a year
- got disrespected in every possible way at 2 other jobs and barely got paid enough to make ends meet
- been on the edge of starvation
- 3 mental breakdowns
- almost ended up being homeless for the first time in my life
- lost 2 very important people in my life that I considered very good friends for 8 years because they prioritize their personal gains over me
- ended up spending most of my time alone as I barely have friends I can rely on and I will be spending the New Year's Eve in my bed because of it
- financial struggles
- somehow managed to get my guitar back so I can at last play again
- got myself a well-paying job

Yeah, I'm done here. 🫡
Happy 2024 y'all.

Shit..my gramma passed away abt 10:30 tonight..im heartbroken, sad, numb...

My grammas 76th bday is thursday...she went in for a scheduled drs appt last tues and had lost weight and couldnt breathe well..ended up staying till friday..yesterday had a dr appt..she has stage 4lung cancer! Im judt heartbroken! Its terrible!

this series hit me hard... I' heartbroken and obsessed now...
https://64.media.tumblr.com/bf445fc7843992378f6a5fc15d6abeb1/c2b893586d23df5f-2b/s540x810/c46f0c4b3bd8e3a3720270df84c44e760ad7dabf.gifv

So we’ll see how later today goes. I have a interesting call to make. Let’s see if I will leave this heartbroken or I’ll leave happy.

We wake up and we go to sleep
we live and die and all we really keep
is one great day under you
I feel that way
One great day to put my others to shame

Do you see what I'd like to do under you?

No one can help me
No one can stop me
It takes everything I've got to stop from doing something stupid because I'm under you....

I'm damned if I know how to reach you
I'm damned if I know what to do
I'm damned if I know how to get through to you
I'm damned even if I do
#Loneliness #Heartbroken #Depressed #Regret #Remorse #Shame