When the highlight of your day has two parts.. a text messge from a friend and a carseat for someone you know expecting a baby lol.

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And once again I'm only talked to when there is boredom to fill. And the how are you feeling is just the excuse to text me
It's so sad that Pinterest seemed to care more than the real persons in my life. Oh What great and caring friends I have.

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And the Odyssey of only being talked to when others are bored or need emotional dumpfters continues... yesterday I wanted to talk to my friend because I wanted to chat and pass the time.I got one-syllabled replies. It was very clear that there was no interest in talking to me and they seemed busy. Guess who just texted me during working hours just to complain about aaaall the bad things in the world that happened to them. And og course expect me to reply immediately.
The other day I was even asked to stop whatever I was doing to help them pick an outfit when I told them I can't talk because I was busy...

Not. a. single. Time.
Texted with my friend all evening. Not a single time did she ask how I was feeling if I got better since the last time we talked. Even when I hinted towards my depression. She did not ask further. It was probably too bothtersome. Just complaining on how bored she is, how she didn't know what to eat blah blah blah.
That's what I'm good for. To reach out to when there is nothing else to do. Or when there's emotions to dump. That's my use? Is The reason to exist in her circle? I'm so sick and tired of only existing when I have a function.

"Look at you comforting others with the words you wish to hear" Again only been seen when I'm of use... A friend of mine is texting me. I thought she wanted to check on me because I told her 2 werks ago that I'm down the ditch and not doing well...turns out she's just bored because she sprained her ankle and can't go out and her dick boyfriend does not do shit to entertain her... She's an extrovert so she thrives outside with company...
I'm just the entertainment and the emotional dump to rant about her bf again...not a single question on how I have been doing...

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