Once again Lucy Krugers gentle and melancholic voice is the only thing that keeps me grounded and comforts me. It's he only voice I want to hear rn and my paintbrushes are the only thing I want to hold on to. But I am forced to function. Listen to everyone yap and pick up the pieces of myself that break off along the road. I am so tired https://youtu.be/EvaWwpTvm0o?si=dT_fCbd3ZbsB5_Fg

https://www.msn.com/en-us/news/politics/trump-says-he-s-considering-ways-to-serve-a-third-term-as-president/ar-AA1BXJp5 "Trump says he’s considering ways to serve a third term as president" No, Just No. A great Leader, A great President, A great inspirational Leader, Love him but No. No one over the age of 80 should be anywhere near a Public office, that includes Congress. President Trump, I hope he's just screwing with the Fake News and trolling them. President Trump should instead be seeking ways to get age limits on Congressional and all Government workers, to force them to leave office at 70-75. The best thing President Trump could do, is when he's forced into retirement at the end of his term, to take the Pelosi's and Schumers and Grahams and everyone over the age of 70-75 with him into forced retirement through Congressional term limits and age limits.

I forced myself to work at least 1h every day on that blasted wig and I'm finally making progress in re-arranging all the wefts. I'st starting to be fun again...Soon I' can get to the fun Styling part =) My Plan is to have at least the weft sweing part finished by the end of this year. And since I leave for home on sunday, I have to finish that part this week! Also I found the perfect fabric for the missing cape of this cosplay today!🥰

And just like that, my depression and anxiety combos have forced me to spend all day in bed barely moving a muscle and playing music so loud I'm surprised I didn't get any noise complaints (YET) :D :D

I think mother's day could have been better if we had the option to be by ourselves this years. I was too tired to put up with anyone outside my household, my back pain has been destroying me and being forced to socialize and go do a lot of walking just made it not great. "But what about the other mothers you were with that day?" I know, I know, I'm a selfish piece of shit and I must cater to everyone else at all times. Fuck me for wanting a mother's day to myself. Won't happen again.

Forced reboot in 2 .... 4.... bye

I still have to post this... I am forced to https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vpgx4ZsBJcA

The last few days really tested my self control... I swallowed a lot of my pride for the sake of peace. There was one situation though that was just plainly uncalled for and was definitely an effort to provoke me. It was not friendly banter or teasing it was a provocation..I'm still mad about this. But at least I had a blast at my best friend,'s Christmas party. I haven't seen most of the people in years. Too bad that I will not be able spend new years eve with my much missed long distance friends... I'll probably be forced to spend it alone....my body hates me.

Look who was forced to have bangs again.

So those 3M masks they all forced us to wear....... we were all just breathing in chemicals! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t8qGtEVh7oQ