The Pulse That Outlives Me Since I was small, my hands have itched for the weight of something new, the warm breath of an idea still wet from birth. While others chased nights strung with music and lights, I chased the hum beneath my ribs— that low, holy vibration that says: Make. Make. Make. I am not afraid of death— only of silence, of the stillness that comes when the last word dries, when the last color fades from my palette. Some people fear missing the party. I fear missing the next perfect shiver of creation, the one that seizes my spine like lightning, the one that says: Here. This is yours. Make it real before it slips away forever. Even as a child, I knew my bones would be dust one day. But a poem— a song, a shadow on film, a brushstroke on canvas— that could outlive me. That could keep my voice whispering in the ears of strangers long after my name is forgotten. So I make. I bleed ink. I sweat pigment. I dream in shapes and sounds. Every piece is a fragment of the monument I am building to outlast my pulse. And when I am gone, let them find my works scattered like constellations— each one a flare I sent into the dark, each one still burning, still warm, still breathing my name. https://www.blogger.com/u/7/blog/post/edit/7919007891465025240/49843031849199149

listening to godsmack and playing the new donkey kong game waiting for kf 3 to come out tomorrow and disappear forever!

Today I tried to cheer my inner child by looking for my favorite bug and making a rhubarb umbrella... But the joy only lasted briefly.. The closer I get back to real adult life the more the blues and thoughts of all that troubles me are returning... I could stay in that garden of my childhood forever. Calm and Peaceful under the lilac trees.

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Posting on the feed is like having sex. It's a pain staking arduous task that seems to go on and on forever, and just when you think everything's going your way....nothing happens.

“Does a single district-court judge who likely lacks jurisdiction have the unchecked power to compel the Government of the United States to pay out (and probably lose forever) 2 billion taxpayer dollars?” Alito wrote. “The answer to that question should be an emphatic ‘No,’ but a majority of this Court, including Supposed "Conservatives" on this court, apparently thinks otherwise. I am stunned.” -Judge Alito Judge Alito is right on the money with that Statement, logical common sense answer, No single district court judge should have unchecked power that's greater than the President. If that were the case, Why even have a President, when he becomes essentially powerless and reduced to just a figurehead, with these single court Judges assuming complete unchecked control with power that overrides an Elected president? This lawfare needs to stop and President Trump and the Republicans needs to do something about this issue of judges abusing their power. The Supreme Court of the US, should be the only panel of judges with the right to stop anything a President does, Why? because the the SCOTUS is the 3rd branch of Government.

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I'm so mentally exhausted of having to host a visitor in my apartment. Even though it's family and even though I would haver never said no in this situation...Its only been 3 days and its gonna be for 2 weeks...it will feel like forever. I am not used to permanently have people around me and kinda enjoy being alone after work not having to talk to anybody. Unfortunately my guest doesn't get this and thinks she has to talk to me or help me with chores all the time out of politeness. Even when I say it's fine she can chill, she thinks I only say that to be polite and don't mean it. But I fucking do!!! Just leave me alone for 5 fucking minutes at least. Don't followme around to the kitchen!!!

I'd like to thank that one caller on Saturday who couldn't spell my name or listen to me spell it for her; so she told me I'm pronouncing it wrong "because Americans always pronounce it wrong." If it weren't for her not being American, I would have continued my 36th year on this planet thinking I was pronouncing my own name correctly. My life is changed, forever! If I had a relationship with my family, I'd let them know, too. 👍