And this is why I have no fear when others come at me..Im 5 feet tall but that is just my height...not the level of my fight.

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How do you convince the person who's taught you to always be brave and never give up, to not give up on themselves? Without being pushy or giving false hope? And how do you do that while being eaten up on the inside by anxiety and fear?

Democrats are expressing concerns and fear that body cameras could be ICE's new Mass Surveillance tool and could infringe on the privacy rights of protesters.

Reality:
Bodycams dispell narratives, that's why agitators hate them

It's much easier to break the law and run away, then when the police are about to get you, you turn the camera on and pretend to be a victim

DNI Tulsi Gabbard said during her address to TPUSA, the EU and NATO are trying to drag us into a war with Russia, and that Deep Staters are OBSTRUCTING peace negotiations

"They do so to pull the US military into a conflict with Russia, which is ultimately what the EU and NATO want. We CANNOT ALLOW THIS TO HAPPEN."

"Every time they make progress, move closer to that hope for peace - the war mongers and deep state step up and do everything they can to stop them!"

"The Deep State, Intel Community, leak it to their friends in the Mainstream Propaganda Media to try to spread a false narrative."

"They foment fear and hysteria as a way to justify the continuing of the war, to undermine President Trump's efforts towards peace."

"We have to see clearly what's happening before our very eyes - and stand UNITED in this cause for peace."

I'm on the verge of crying. I'm literally panicking. Another health issue came up that needs immediate medical procedure. This that gives me the worst anxiety on multiple levels...if I'm unlucky it will not only make me really ugly and I struggle with dismorphia, but also also what I fear most, it will delay my treatment yet again... possibly for several weeks. I finally got a fixed appointment for getting the blood drawn for testing first thing but now I fear the new issue can't wait and needs to be fixed immediately there is akute pain....they probably can't test my blood if there is residual narcotics and painkillers on my system....
Like my anxiety was not already bad since yesterday for other reasons. Now this...I'm really panicking right now. Why is it all breaking at once??

Ok I need to breathe and wait se how bad the pain gets today prepare for being incapacitated by meds while I still can and if I get worse I go to the doctor tomorrow first thing. Good thing I live right next door. Maybe it just got painful because I was feeling the swelling I know I shouldn't drag it out and fix acute things immediately. But the following issues of delayed treatment will be detrimental too possibly reshaping my future entirely.

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Here comes paranoia knocking on my door,
Here comes fear, entering in to explore.
Here comes decay, following slow and grim,
Next is death, walking hand in hand with him.

An angel approaches, a light so bright,
"Walk to the light," is it another life, or eternal night?
Decaying like a mushroom, as time takes its toll,
Bodies lifted to heaven, ascending to a higher role.

Wow what a shitty End for a vacation. Successfully ruined another persons day again just by trying to open up and share my fears and emotions in hopes to clear my anxiety that I had since yesterday...
But noo triggered somewhat of a fight and anxiety for the other side too.
Aaaaaand thats why I usually bottle things up. When I talk about it I piss people off or make them sad and that worsens my anxiety. Even when I thought hard about how I say it and what I say, it always goes down the wrong pipe and ends with the worst outcome...
Why do I even try again ana again it always ends in disappointment: either I'm a bad trigger or I'm as important as fucking chairs. After all im only good for listening not for talking about feelings. I just muck things up...

I feel like such a human failure...