The "calm before the storm" - round three of a weekend-long party about to start.

This site just crashes at random

It’s been about four days now.

He said he was going away for the weekend. He hoped my weekend would get better he also said he hoped I felt better. He knows I haven’t been eating lately so he asked me to eat something.

Well the weekend has passed and he hasn’t texted me. I am giving him space but I’m just scared he hates me now. No we aren’t together and idk if we are over completely or what.

But I still care about him and I hope he’s okay and that he doesn’t hate me. He has health issues so now I worry he’s sick again.

:( I feel very sad. I won’t lie I still believe he’s my twin flame if that’s a real thing. Twin flames are…complicated sometimes. I’m not sure but it’s a bit hurtful this whole thing I can’t help but be mad at myself I should have been happy with not knowing but me being the way I am I always have to ask questions and I always overthink.

This shit sucks

At least now I won’t have to worry about crying after sex bc the dick was so good.

Or saying I love you.

So at least there’s some good from this .

Hey and it's ok, I have been working alot these last 2 months, I just got your post message, but hope you're doing ok.