Do not ask me why I posted this animated GIF, but it looks good.  I had to create a whole new account. I am very bummed out and aggravated about it, but I know I'll get over it.

I am fed up with that same horseshit, however. I try to get myself to get where I need to and end up losing almost everything, as that includes my accounts. For over twenty, maybe thirty years, on and off this happens. And I feel that there seems to always be hurdles and obstacles, and it is tiring me and even burning me out.

I don't have anyone to talk to really, and it seems I don't get the chances or opportunities to get to. And I am NOT WANTING SYMPATHY OR PITY HERE. I have reasons for these issues.

I have not been feeling well for the last eight years, and I feel like I'm constantly getting stuck and being stuck. And I just feel at a loss. Of course I'm not giving up. I just have so much work to do, and I have to do it on my own.