Last time I was here I did not open up on my intrests, personality, ect. What can I say I like Anime, Japan, Video games, Antiques, I fix old mechanical clocks. I'm a cynical bastard here to make you question live, love, and anarchy!

Stop showing posts on the timeline from months ago. You have already alienated and disillusioned everyone from the feed. If your intention is to ruin and completely sabotage this place, you've succeeded. Kudos to the effort, like trying to subvert everyone to your personal whatever gay platform.

I think depression has killed my spark...
Even though I am working through the things depressing me and starting to find closure. I feel like the fire within me is gone too. Snuffed to not even a spark. I'm not even looking forward to the big events that l love visiting so much. They are just there on the agenda. And I will go there because I know I will regret not going. But there is no enthusiasm about them right now. No anticipation nor excitement.
Idk if it is because I have been visiting that next upcoming event for over 10 years, or if it is because these were events I used to visit with friends but they don't come anymore...idk I just don't feel any excitement or anticipation and that's scary. Looking forward to these events used to cheer me up a lot..
I'm sorry to all the (very few) people wo love me for my bubbly enthusiasm, infectious excitement, and passionate personality...that fire is gone...

President Trump removing all US Sanctions against Syria, is something I dont agree with.

9/11 hijackers were all or mostly all Saudi Arabian, They Were all members of Al Qaeda .

In Syria, We have an Al Qaeda linked/Member Saudi Arabian as "President" and in my book, President Trump is just begging for another 9/11 attack against us, if he follows France in treating this Al Qaeda Saudi President (Syria) like a "RockStar" .

THese Cults of Personalities for both Zelensky and now, the new Syrian Saudi Al Qaeda "President" and the glorification of the Ukraine Dictator and Al Qaeda, needs to come to an end.

If another 9/11 happens on President Trumps watch by removing all sanctions against Syria (which is in the control of Al Qaeda), then yes, an impeachment and removal from office would be greatly justified.

Kinda been feeling bled dry lately and currently fleeing myself into an endless loop of doomwatching some historical documentaries post work.

I look at some upcoming events in my work and personal calendar that I've been looking forward to, and meanwhile I hear an inner voice whispering a quiet "why" to me....

I think I should take a vacation and go away... Far, far away from people

I've done some reflecting today. I think I have unconciously been spiraling down the depression spiral since November with some high phases re-locating the issue in a very self destructive behavioral patterns. that has led to a distorted vision of myself and my personality. Now have a major setback in my self view and I hate many things about myself that I worked so hard on learning to love. Now I need to re-learn to love these things about myself.
How did it even come so far without ne noticing...

#Signalgate #Spiegel #NSA #Hegseth #databases #data #personal_data #Waltz #Gabbard #scandal #fiasco

https://www.spiegel.de/international/world/hegseth-waltz-gabbard-private-data-and-passwords-of-senior-u-s-security-officials-found-online-a-14221f90-e5c2-48e5-bc63-10b705521fb7

Why is an almost dead social media site ‘invitation only’ with no way for most people to join outside of personally knowing the the one guy who still bothers to post? Seems suicidally stupid.

You freaks have any songs that helped define your personality or being during your formative years? If so, feel free to post them on the feed.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ef9QnZVpVd8