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Welcome traveler!
Nice to meet you! I am Darcy.
First of all thank you for reading my profile! Not many people take te time for that, but I very much appreciate that you do!
In the following I will not list the things I do and do not like, no, that would make it to easy for you and you wouldn't get to know me at all. I'd rather just speak my mind and tell you a few things about me and you may figure out yourself what kind of person I am, and what kinds of things I like.
Asking a question about it is a good conversations starter btw. please feel free to do so, because I hate nothing more than smalltalk and messages that start with "Hey how are you, whats up?". It has nothing to do with being narrow minded and not appreciating ploliteniess, I do. I just have other reasons for not liking smalltalk. You may ask about it if you want. =)
Also I do NOT like non serious flirting NOR sending around pictures of certain body parts... If I wanna se a mans "Joy stick" I'd be on a different site, thank you ver much.
I'm a bit old schooled and just a hopeless romantic.

So now that this is out of the room here is a bit more about me. I am very much of a nerd. I have a Master's degree in Biotechnology and work as a molecular biologist (yes that means I know how the different vaccines work and I will not halt from explaining it in dertail if necessary) and my job is my passion, I really enjoy what I am doing for a living! Because of that passion I am also a little bit of a witch and certainly have a green thumb. Beware I know a lot of poisonous things :D:D:D

Aside from that I am a very creative person, I love to do all kind of things that involve crafting things with my own two hands. I like to say that my paintbrushes are magic wands ;)
I also love music and play different kinds of instruments. But I am not living in the last century I also do my fair share of video gaming and am a huge nerd in that field too.

Hmm what else is there to say about me...
I am actually pretty shy in real life but the mask of anonymity the internet provides makes me less shy online so I may appear a little differently in conversation online. I think my shy side is also pretty much reflected in my interests. I don't really like festivals and huge concerts because its noisy and a lot of strangers are there. I am no party person and certainly not a "social butterfly". To most I appear cold and uninterested at first because I prefer to silently observe first before approaching. Also I hate introducing myself to others in real life. I prefer to be introduced or not having to make the first step. I jsut hate approaching people. I'm one of those bubble people that are happy inside their bubble and hate to leave their bubble alone. :D

Now that was already a lot for the start. I guess you may know now what kind of person I am and hopefully you have an idea what to talk about if you want to chat with me. =)

If not just ask my what my favourite enzyme is! You won't be hit with silence...
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  • Looong post...(Sorry I just need to dump this emotion somewhere. I don't have any friends left to dump it on...)

    I think I don't enjoy spending time with my friend anymore. And this scaes me because I recently lost another good freind due to growing apart. And I don't want to lose this one too... I miss being careless just doing fun things forgetting the wories of the world for a while.

    Today was not fun at all. Nothing at all like I imagined or how we planned the day: Just 2 gilfriends doing mundane girl things like shopping going for drinks and having a good time. That was the plan.

    No, instead I spend the entire day people pleasing and enduring socializing with one of her old university friends we met, because she seemed to have a good time and I really wanted her to have a good time & fully enjoy this weekend as she has a lot of other troubles at home & I want to be her safe space/happy place.
    I tolerated not doing any of the things we had planned, just to end the day with her emotion dumping on me how shitty and disappointing the reunion with her uni freind was and how no one wants to be friends with her if they don't benefit from her in one way or another...So I was the emotional Dumpster...

    I am not meaning to blame her but she is doing the same thing to me: I am always her emotional dumpster who listends and gives advice. So she benefits from me. And all the things I want to do, the plans we made before are overthrown. By some kind of drama every time.
    Last time we saw each other was the same: It was completely ruined, all plans were overthrown because of her bf making drama and me having to be the should to cry on and fix her up for most of the day. I am sick of spending "quality time" like this. I am always the one who's getting the short end and the disappointment.

    And now I'm sitting here crying in frustration and disappointment beacue I really miss having my friend around and I want the carefree time back when we did the things we planned and had a good time: Go shopping and try on silly things for fun, go hiking and fool around in the autumn leaves, forget all troubles, laugh and just enjoy the simplest things in company of our comfort person.
    All I want is to have something like this again:
    Looong post...(Sorry I just need to dump this emotion somewhere. I don't have any friends left to dump it on...) I think I don't enjoy spending time with my friend anymore. And this scaes me because I recently lost another good freind due to growing apart. And I don't want to lose this one too... I miss being careless just doing fun things forgetting the wories of the world for a while. Today was not fun at all. Nothing at all like I imagined or how we planned the day: Just 2 gilfriends doing mundane girl things like shopping going for drinks and having a good time. That was the plan. No, instead I spend the entire day people pleasing and enduring socializing with one of her old university friends we met, because she seemed to have a good time and I really wanted her to have a good time & fully enjoy this weekend as she has a lot of other troubles at home & I want to be her safe space/happy place. I tolerated not doing any of the things we had planned, just to end the day with her emotion dumping on me how shitty and disappointing the reunion with her uni freind was and how no one wants to be friends with her if they don't benefit from her in one way or another...So I was the emotional Dumpster... I am not meaning to blame her but she is doing the same thing to me: I am always her emotional dumpster who listends and gives advice. So she benefits from me. And all the things I want to do, the plans we made before are overthrown. By some kind of drama every time. Last time we saw each other was the same: It was completely ruined, all plans were overthrown because of her bf making drama and me having to be the should to cry on and fix her up for most of the day. I am sick of spending "quality time" like this. I am always the one who's getting the short end and the disappointment. And now I'm sitting here crying in frustration and disappointment beacue I really miss having my friend around and I want the carefree time back when we did the things we planned and had a good time: Go shopping and try on silly things for fun, go hiking and fool around in the autumn leaves, forget all troubles, laugh and just enjoy the simplest things in company of our comfort person. All I want is to have something like this again:
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  • one of my last friends that I have left is coming for a visit... Its time for ADHD-Panic cleaning I've got 2h left to celan my apartment and myself up :D
    one of my last friends that I have left is coming for a visit... Its time for ✹ADHD-Panic cleaning ✹ I've got 2h left to celan my apartment and myself up :D
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  • I'm living a paradox right now...
    I can't focus on my work because I have to concentrate.

    Scientist will get this...
    I'm living a paradox right now... I can't focus on my work because I have to concentrate. Scientist will get this...
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  • This is not weather for working. This is weather for staying at home with a warm pot of tea all cozy and making music while the world outside slowly freezes and the only thing that flows is music.
    This is not weather for working.😕 This is weather for staying at home with a warm pot of tea all cozy and making music while the world outside slowly freezes and the only thing that flows is music.
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  • Time to stop procrastinating and start using my free time...
    Let's try finish that cosplay wig that is waaay harder to make than I was anticipating
    Time to stop procrastinating and start using my free time... Let's try finish that cosplay wig that is waaay harder to make than I was anticipating👍
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  • Wutt? My weather app informed me, it is supposed to snow tomorrow?!? (Probably just mushy wet snow rain) damm and I can't do homeoffice tomorrow of all days...
    Well here it is the time where getting to work becomes a dangerous adventure again
    (Not that i don't love a white winter wonderland. I just hate the icy slippery mush we get around here)
    Wutt? My weather app informed me, it is supposed to snow tomorrow?!? (Probably just mushy wet snow rain) damm and I can't do homeoffice tomorrow of all days...đŸ„¶ Well here it is the time where getting to work becomes a dangerous adventure again🚮‍♀ (Not that i don't love a white winter wonderland. I just hate the icy slippery mush we get around here)
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  • Migraine coming back. And still 2h to work...Great monday....
    Migraine coming back. And still 2h to work...Great monday....
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  • My head is killing me....
    Had another Hypersomniac/narco-attack and slept too much(+12h) and I got a terrible migraine from the dehydration and blood sugar drop and it't not going away althogh I got up, ate something and drank a liter...
    That's not how I imagined to spend my saturday again... It was getting so much better recently, why did I have to have a fallback
    My head is killing me.... Had another Hypersomniac/narco-attack and slept too much(+12h) and I got a terrible migraine from the dehydration and blood sugar drop and it't not going away althogh I got up, ate something and drank a liter... That's not how I imagined to spend my saturday again... It was getting so much better recently, why did I have to have a fallback 😭
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  • Goth...What an absolute shitpile of a week. Not once did I get to finish work in time to go to that one shop that only opens from 2-6pm (and of course doen't open on weekends)
    There was a LOT of pressure on me this week due to some bitch deadlines and I kinda woke up with a bad mood kalready...I didn't really want to talk if not necessary but my co-worker tried to do small talk all the time in the lab... He doesn't get the headpones hint. At some point I just pretended to not hear him and I kinda feel bad for doing that...
    I'm just glad it's friday.. Finally time to shut the dors and dissociate...
    Goth...What an absolute shitpile of a week. Not once did I get to finish work in time to go to that one shop that only opens from 2-6pm (and of course doen't open on weekends)đŸ€Ź There was a LOT of pressure on me this week due to some bitch deadlines and I kinda woke up with a bad mood kalready...I didn't really want to talk if not necessary but my co-worker tried to do small talk all the time in the lab... He doesn't get the headpones hint. At some point I just pretended to not hear him and I kinda feel bad for doing that... I'm just glad it's friday.. Finally time to shut the dors and dissociate...
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  • Today is one of them days where I have Zero Motivation to work but 100% Motivation to pursue my hobbies. Unfortunately i gotta earn money to spend in the materials first... i can’t wait to get home and do fun stuff.
    Today is one of them days where I have Zero Motivation to work but 100% Motivation to pursue my hobbies. Unfortunately i gotta earn money to spend in the materials first... i can’t wait to get home and do fun stuff.
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