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Nice to meet you! I am Darcy.
First of all thank you for reading my profile! Not many people take te time for that, but I very much appreciate that you do!
In the following I will not list the things I do and do not like, no, that would make it to easy for you and you wouldn't get to know me at all. I'd rather just speak my mind and tell you a few things about me and you may figure out yourself what kind of person I am, and what kinds of things I like.
Asking a question about it is a good conversations starter btw. please feel free to do so, because I hate nothing more than smalltalk and messages that start with "Hey how are you, whats up?" will not be replied to. It has nothing to do with being narrow minded and not appreciating ploliteniess, I do. I just have other reasons for not liking smalltalk. You may ask about it if you want. =)
Also I do NOT like non serious flirting NOR sending around pictures of certain body parts... If I wanna se a mans "Joy stick" I'd be on a different site, thank you very much.
I'm a bit old schooled and just a hopeless romantic.

So now that this is out of the room here is a bit more about me. I am very much of a nerd. I have a Master's degree in Biotechnology and work as a protein biologist (yes that means I know how the different vaccines work and I will not halt from explaining it in dertail if necessary) and my job is my passion, I really enjoy what I am doing for a living! Because of that passion I am also a little bit of a witch and certainly have a green thumb. Beware I know a lot of poisonous things :D:D:D

Aside from that I am a very creative person, I love to do all kind of things that involve crafting things with my own two hands. I like to say that my paintbrushes are magic wands ;)
I also love music and play different kinds of instruments. But I am not living in the last century I also do my fair share of video gaming and am a huge nerd in that field too.

Hmm what else is there to say about me...
I am actually pretty shy in real life but the mask of anonymity the internet provides makes me less shy online so I may appear a little differently in conversation online. I think my shy side is also pretty much reflected in my interests. I don't really like festivals and huge concerts because its noisy and a lot of strangers are there. I am no party person and certainly not a "social butterfly". To most I appear cold and uninterested at first because I prefer to silently observe first before approaching. Also I hate introducing myself to others in real life. I prefer to be introduced or not having to make the first step. I just hate approaching people. I'm one of those bubble people that are happy inside their bubble and hate to leave their bubble alone. I need an enptional support person to leave my cave :D

Now that was already a lot for the start. I guess you may know now what kind of person I am and hopefully you have an idea what to talk about if you want to chat with me. =)

If not just ask my what my favourite enzyme is! You won't be hit with silence...
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  • Urghh this suuucccks!!
    All day I was actually looking forward to m daily workout session because I found a cool Pilates flow im really curious to try. Guess what halfway through the workday my body said fucketh they and gave me the worst stomach cramps for no reason. Guess I'll take a long walk instead....
    Although feeling sick is a good reason to rest my orthorexia demon HATES skipping why is my brain broken like this?!
    Urghh this suuucccks!! All day I was actually looking forward to m daily workout session because I found a cool Pilates flow im really curious to try. Guess what halfway through the workday my body said fucketh they and gave me the worst stomach cramps for no reason. 😭 Guess I'll take a long walk instead.... Although feeling sick is a good reason to rest my orthorexia demon HATES skipping why is my brain broken like this?!
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  • This is so discourageing! Of all the job offers that I can find none are Jobs that I would actually wanna take if I actually did get the offer, because all require commuting over an hour or moving to I city that I would never wanna live in. This is just downright depressing! In the past 3 weeks I have not even seen one offer that was in my current location or even close by. I just want a new job not an entire life re-orientation!

    It is just so sad that we live in such a career-driven double standard society where it is totally normalized that as a young person, you HAVE to be ready give up your ENTIRE LIFE and the place you picked to be your home ANYTIME to find a new job. But on the same time you are expected to be ready to settle and have a family from 30 onwards. And with a family you are often still required to move your entire family to a new place for a new job and it's totally normalized!

    And overall economy is just shit and the field I work in is not doing well despite the fact that it was flourishing during the pandemic.

    I blame everything on Merz at this point because I need a scapegoat to vent my anger!
    This is so discourageing! Of all the job offers that I can find none are Jobs that I would actually wanna take if I actually did get the offer, because all require commuting over an hour or moving to I city that I would never wanna live in. This is just downright depressing! In the past 3 weeks I have not even seen one offer that was in my current location or even close by. I just want a new job not an entire life re-orientation! It is just so sad that we live in such a career-driven double standard society where it is totally normalized that as a young person, you HAVE to be ready give up your ENTIRE LIFE and the place you picked to be your home ANYTIME to find a new job. But on the same time you are expected to be ready to settle and have a family from 30 onwards. And with a family you are often still required to move your entire family to a new place for a new job and it's totally normalized! And overall economy is just shit and the field I work in is not doing well despite the fact that it was flourishing during the pandemic. I blame everything on Merz at this point because I need a scapegoat to vent my anger!
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  • I should take baths after stressful lab days more often...soo relaxing. Let's hope it fixes my tightenedtl trap muscles. They have been bothering me for weeks and focused exercising didn't fix it ...
    I don't want to feel like 90year old anymore
    I should take baths after stressful lab days more often...soo relaxing. Let's hope it fixes my tightenedtl trap muscles. They have been bothering me for weeks and focused exercising didn't fix it ... I don't want to feel like 90year old anymoreπŸ˜…
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  • https://youtu.be/6wG9oQ2qznE?si=Gata2FbUp0tLiR-h
    Getting up at ass'o lock to be in the lab early because of some early bird colleagues sucks but having this View for breakfast accompanied with this song made it a little more worthwhile
    https://youtu.be/6wG9oQ2qznE?si=Gata2FbUp0tLiR-h Getting up at ass'o lock to be in the lab early because of some early bird colleagues sucks but having this View for breakfast accompanied with this song made it a little more worthwhile πŸŒ‡
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  • If you wanna feel really ugly, try taking some pictures for your CV. Nothing is more humbling. It really remindes me how ugly I am without my signature makeup.
    And there is all the deatils and imperfections that I noticed. like why is my right eyelid more hooded and hanging than my left?? If i look right in the camera I look like I had a stroke!!!
    Would you hire me like that?

    But taking CV pics is also somehow funny: The reality of that person smilig at you professionaly from that picture, was to be kneeling on the floor in front of some white curtains, wearing a neat button down shit and dirty sweatpants with a care bear print.
    If you wanna feel really ugly, try taking some pictures for your CV. Nothing is more humbling. It really remindes me how ugly I am without my signature makeup. And there is all the deatils and imperfections that I noticed. like why is my right eyelid more hooded and hanging than my left?? If i look right in the camera I look like I had a stroke!!! 😭 😭 😭 Would you hire me like that? But taking CV pics is also somehow funny: The reality of that person smilig at you professionaly from that picture, was to be kneeling on the floor in front of some white curtains, wearing a neat button down shit and dirty sweatpants with a care bear print. 🀣
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  • Hmm either the company I work for has just given me some incredible leverage to practially demand a raise or the whole thing has a big catch and they hope that I am to gullible to see it.

    They recently laid off 20 % of the employees becasue of funding problems. Unfortunateley they also fired the person who was appointed officer for biological safetey... Now they desperateley need another employee to become that. But there is only a handfull of people who can thake the position as it has special requirements. Most suitable people don't want it because it is a hassle. I am amongst those few suited ones and they just asked me yesterday if I were interested in getting that extra qualification.
    TBH I don't really want the hassle that comes with it and I am planning to leave the company as soon as I find a better job anyway. But the qualification will look very hot on my resume...
    I have been fighting for a wage increase. Since I know they are desparate, I could practically bribe them into giving me a BIG fat raise or I will just not do it.
    What do I have to loose? They can only say no then I'll also say no too. So what? It is a voluntary extra position, they cannot fire me for declining the responsibility. For me, things will stay same and they'll still have no one to be Biological safetey officer. Their probelm.

    But I am not trusting them anymore so I kinda smell a rat (not the cute cuddly kind that smells like love and popcorn)...what could it be???
    Will I have to give up my project lead position? Is it a degradation in disguise? WHAt could be the catch???
    Time to do some research....
    Hmm either the company I work for has just given me some incredible leverage to practially demand a raise or the whole thing has a big catch and they hope that I am to gullible to see it. They recently laid off 20 % of the employees becasue of funding problems. Unfortunateley they also fired the person who was appointed officer for biological safetey... Now they desperateley need another employee to become that. But there is only a handfull of people who can thake the position as it has special requirements. Most suitable people don't want it because it is a hassle. I am amongst those few suited ones and they just asked me yesterday if I were interested in getting that extra qualification. TBH I don't really want the hassle that comes with it and I am planning to leave the company as soon as I find a better job anyway. But the qualification will look very hot on my resume... I have been fighting for a wage increase. Since I know they are desparate, I could practically bribe them into giving me a BIG fat raise or I will just not do it. What do I have to loose? They can only say no then I'll also say no too. So what? It is a voluntary extra position, they cannot fire me for declining the responsibility. For me, things will stay same and they'll still have no one to be Biological safetey officer. Their probelm. But I am not trusting them anymore so I kinda smell a rat (not the cute cuddly kind that smells like love and popcorn)...what could it be??? Will I have to give up my project lead position? Is it a degradation in disguise? WHAt could be the catch??? Time to do some research....
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  • Well Happy Birthday to me. Let's see what a shitty one it will be once I have dragged my ass to work in a few hours. Not looking forward to working tomorrow...
    I started to hate it there. I wish I could just quit immediately. But I need to find something new first. And with the current economy in Germany it can take up to a year to find a new job even with a degree in science.
    Guess it's obvious what's my wish when blowing out candles today.
    Well Happy Birthday to me. Let's see what a shitty one it will be once I have dragged my ass to work in a few hours. Not looking forward to working tomorrow... I started to hate it there. I wish I could just quit immediately. But I need to find something new first. And with the current economy in Germany it can take up to a year to find a new job even with a degree in science. Guess it's obvious what's my wish when blowing out candles today.
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  • PSA:Don't have a meltdown while cycling home from work... Hyperventilating and physical exercise don't go well together. -1000/10 would not recommend.
    PSA:Don't have a meltdown while cycling home from work... Hyperventilating and physical exercise don't go well together. -1000/10 would not recommend.
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  • Ugh tomorrow is the day I need to get back to being a functioning human and see all the f*k faces at the place of exploitation again... Not hyped.
    Oh well let's go and Wash and dye my hair so that I at least look like a human and not a gremlin.
    How have you guys been lately?
    Ugh tomorrow is the day I need to get back to being a functioning human and see all the f*k faces at the place of exploitation again... Not hyped. Oh well let's go and Wash and dye my hair so that I at least look like a human and not a gremlin. How have you guys been lately?
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  • Happy new year everyone
    Happy new year everyone πŸŽΆπŸ¦‡πŸ₯‚πŸŽ†πŸŽ‡πŸŽŠπŸŽ‰
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