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I just had a meltdown in the lab...because I'm burned and spent by this shit. This company has burned me completely and I'm just a walking pile of ash. Every passing day I wish more and more that I was one of the people that were layed off or that I would have an accident break and ankle or so and get a sick leave for a few weeks. Just to catch a breath and be an unexpected gap on the personal.
It's not the stress that's getting me I actually don't think the workload is overwhelming at the moment it's average and manageable. It's the lack of pay and appreciation that bothers me. I came on Saturdays I came on Sundays gave 110% to make them see that I am worth getting the same pay as the others and instead I get a warm sweaty handshake and a chocolate I can't even eat.
And I'm still trying to give a 110 percent that I don't even have in me anymore why because of revenge because I want it to hurt heavily when I leave and I want to see them in false security about my loyalty. But I'm not even sure that's worth it...
At this point I just wish for a new job opportunity and hope the company goes bankrupt so that I can get social support. I wouldn't get that for a few months if I resigned without a new job.1
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First day back at work after 2 Weeks vacation and I am greeted with my substitute not having done ANY of the work I had prepared for him...I I literally pre digested the project for him!
Ironically, when he went on vactation in october I had to take over this project for him and he hadn't even worked on it yet, nor had he prepared anything for handover... I had to gather all of the info on my own.
Then I was even so nice to not get revenge and still prepare handover materials for him and what does he do? Nothing. And he's so casual about it!1
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Living in a world of solitude, submerged by falsity and ignorance,
where man live for his own, forgiving his Source,
this is our Age, Godsless, as Nietzsche said,
but Gods will never die, and the time will come,
when our Forger will rise in front of his creatures,
and the Revenge of the Black Souls, banished from this Society,
will take place..."
https://youtu.be/CKVe-JhJsww
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Vampyrouss - "All Roads Lead To You" [Barely (A)Live Rehearsal]
Lyrics:
The burden of days and the sprawling nights
In the silence of solitude there is no place to hide
From the past and its sins, the reflections within
The ravaging tides of time leave me gnarled, indistinct
The tolling bells of years gone by
Echo in the distance every chime
A shrill reminder of those once dulcet tones
Such goodness wrenched away from these fragile bones
But how the beaten organ can still sputter a pulse
For those moments in the sun, the thrill of the hunt
Oh spare me from nostalgia and her accursed front
Which may rend me man again for a taste of this spell that is spun
Around the cobwebbed coves of the darkest side
Midst the dank dungeon dregs of a derelict mind
Which sheathe my feats from the driving gale
Make swift my end like those I once assailed
Prey, we come closer with every breath
Brought slowly back together by encroaching death
The lurker in the shadows, sole victor of this game
Set in motion by vengeance now recalled as shame
The scapegoat still bleats I grind my jagged hooves
Head hung low, drunk with power, bemused
A mere pawn led to march in this terrible war
Revenge a crueller mistress than ever accredited for...
This hall of shame bears down on me
As it crumbles from the inside out
I can barely breathe
It all begins to tumble down
The edges blur
And then the pain subsides
I succumb to a sedated numbness
Until the next time
I choose to close my weary eyes
The arrows turned, the swords repel
I throw the flag
And set sail for the end
In flames I swear this sinking ship
Will be dashed to the depths
And never found
Torture artist not my chosen nom de plume
But this sordid desolation of my creation
Holds to this unspeakable truth
There is no place to flee, no haven
There are no more roads to roam
When all the paths inevitably
Still lead back to You
The musings of a madman on the edge
Still reeling from the feeding of the basest needs
My curse, this lover's pledge
And so it ends, this embittered tale
All the dragons slain, the piper paid
Now doomed I walk alone
On this scorched earth…
Lyrics by Kazraine Maars.
Music by Azrael Gexen.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L5vK9sWKgi4
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