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https://wccftech.com/roundup/stalker-2-heart-of-chornobyl-everything-you-need-to-know-about-the-long-awaited-sequel/

My recent Youtube history must be SO confusing :D
Urbexing, Baby snakes hatching, True crime podcasts videos on mass and and the occasional music video all randomly binged over the last two weeks :D
My cyberstalkers must be thinking "whats that girl going through? why baby snakes and true crime"

It's depression bingeing, B*tches!

Gonna make a list of some my favorite bands and a song by them or 2 (ofc i got more than 2 but im going to keep it short) cause im bored:

Wrythe - On Silent Wings
:WUMPSCUT: - War
Rammstein - Du Hast/Ich tu dir weh
The Prodigy - Climbatize/Narayan
Tool - Sober/Stinkfist
Ozzy Osbourne - I Don't Wanna Stop/Diary Of A Madman
Alice In Chains - I Stay Away/Rooster
Slayer - Angel Of Death/The Antichrist
Suicide Commando - When Evil Speaks
Evanesance - Even In Death/Bring Me To Life
3TEETH - Slum Planet/Nihil
Children Of Bodom - Are You Dead Yet?/Mask Of Sanity
Type O Negative - Christian Woman/I Don't Wanna Be Me
Dystopia - Population Birth Control/Stress Builds Character
Godsmack - Bad Religion
Mudvayne - Nothing To Gein
Static-X - Start A War/So
Lacuna Coil - Not Enough/When A Dead Man Walks
Korn - Blind/Thoughtless
H.I.M - (Don't Fear) The Reaper/Wicked Game
Sentenced - Dead Moon Rising/End Of The Road
Bolt Thrower - The Killchain/At First Light
Nirvana - You Know You're Right/Rape Me
Killswitch Engage - This Fire Burns
Marilyn Manson - The Last Day On Earth/Coma White
Nine Inch Nails - The Becoming/The Downward Spiral
Motorhead - Killed By Death/Born To Raise Hell
Disturbed - Meaning Of Life/Ten Thousand Fists
Metallica - Fade To Black/(Welcome Home) Sanitarium
Church Of Misery - I, Motherfucker/Road To Ruin
Macabre - Nightstalker/Grandmother's House
Megadeth - Take No Prisoners/The Right To Go Insane
Charon - Desire You/Colder
Deicide - Lunatic Of Gods Creation/Fuck Your God
Slipknot - Wait and Bleed/The Devil In I
My Dying Bride - The Cry Of Mankind/Two Winters Only
Creed - Bullets/My Own Prison
In Flames - Take This Life/Zombie Inc.
Gravity Kills - Guilty/Here
Black Sabbath - Hand Of Doom/War Pigs
KMFDM - Light/Anarchy
Architects - Death Is Not Defeat
Pulse Ultra - Build Your Cages
Rob Zombie - Superbeast/Ride

so how many women are actually left in the world? cause my mom and dad fight over spending time with me with my dumb ass brother about stupid bills and shit.. and they fight me to keep me in their family when i just want to chill with my mom cause my brother one day told me he wants kids from me which is really fucking weird. cause i dont want to have sex with any fucking dumb ass guy.. like at all. all men are so nasty to me... im kinda late for my period too. and i have a really weird stalker i mean i did like her i did but i didnt want her to fucking kill me.. if something like went wrong.. i swear god has picked real winners for me, i really want to like... vanish from this all like super fucking bad.. i feel as if i cannot find a woman that isnt a cat fish at all. sometimes i feel as if my dad wants to rape me and shit which really sucks and is totally creepy as fucking hell.. or he wants my brother to rape me or something. and its really fucking weird. i do not even care if theres one man left in this world i will not fuck em thee fuck at all.. i would seriously die happy men are creeps. i am forced to believe that all men like to murder rape cheat steal and lie.. like no joke. guys are desprate for pussy which really sucks in my eyes. all men are an honest no in my eyes and idc if i die over it... i dont..im not gonna stop hitting my dad in the face if men dont change.. the way a man should love is never hitting a woman or putting shit into her cup to knock her out or try and have forced sex on her like dont keep chancing if a woman says no like thee fuck at all. one no should be enough women would probly respect men more if they didnt gamble either or flash women their dicks i know i will never ever be sucking a guys dick ever again in life.. i mean google dick cheese its pretty gross as fuck. anything about men is fucking gross.. i mean i like wearing there clothes to hide my body from them... thats pretty much the fuck it.. and when i wear colonge it just... makes people look . i much rather not take care of myself if men think they can get away touching women. i mean look at the military rapes in the army.. men think they have the upper hand.. they dont. theyre honestly scum in a frying pan.. i wish my mom divorced my dad so badly.. he doesnt even love her i dont think. shes always bitched about a second family and i wish hed get lost and go be with them... i asked my mom how many people shes been with and shes said only 3.. and and my dad said he doesnt even want to deal with it at all. i guess i never got the picture.. and they really did get a divorce or something.. idk my life is really fucking weird. its been really fucking weird.. but i have no one but really my damn momma... i wish i could just... run with my mom.. i have no car damn car i wish i made money to make a car.. or something...my legs hurt so badly tho.. my one knee cap hurts really badly..