i will probably worship Skinny Puppy until i Die. There aint no Remedy. YOURE just like Dynamite

I wonder if I look like her when I was skinny, but she’s way more prettier and perfect.

I'm sinking more and more into one of my sleep escapism-depressions again. Everything is so discouraging and seems so hopeless....

I can barely get myself to leave the bed lately. I lack any motivation and elan to do anything.
Perpetually trapped in task paralysis.

On workdays I push myself to still give 110% despite constantly asking "what am I doing it for its not like it's fruitful for me". Work drains me so much I can't find the energy to look for new jobs after hours.
And on Weekends I am still drained and barely drag myself out of bed after sleeping for 12hr, then I end up on the couch staring into my phone screen doomscrolling, because I can't get myself to sit on my PC and look for job offers because I know there are barely any that are suitable for me. But pursuing my hobbies makes me feel guilty because "I should spend this time on looking for jobs".
So I just sit there on the couch trapped by invisible chains of guilt and discourage while I'm hoping for the unlikely miracle that a Recruiter will find my job profile and it's the perfect match for both sides. And that the world politics wills suddenly be bearable again. But with the current leaders pfft finding the Amber-room again is more likely than having a secure and happy future.
Thats why I keep asking myself: What future am even doing it for?

We don’t give a damn about the color of your skin, but however we do care about freedom, equality and character.
https://x.com/DineshDSouza/status/2019773539784511772

I find it hilarious that someone on this site is asking for help to develop a new "goth" site when what they developed is needing access to someone's backend and likes their own post.

Do not trust that individual.

Nergal har osså skinn på näsan https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cgidsq70rkQ&list=RDcgidsq70rkQ&start_radio=1

So if you masturbate before getting a shower and go to clesn your butthole when you're in there and accidentally get semen in your butt does that make you gay? Asking for a friend.

Syntec , Blutengel, In Strict Confidence, C Lekktor. Hocico, , E-craft, And One, Code 64, Feindflug, Aslan Faction, VNV Nation, U96, Struck 9, Ministry, Skinny Puppy,

Anti-White racism is not okay. White people, like any group, have a right to exist, thrive, and be judged by their actions, not vilified for their skin color. Targeting them for their heritage or identity is a form of bigotry, plain and simple. Defending Whiteness isn’t about supremacy, it’s about insisting that no group should be singled out or treated as inferior. Fairness and free thought demand equal respect for everyone, including White people.

Anti-White racism must end.