Stopped replying to people last week and now I'm not sure if I'm starting to feel better because I'm not burdened with their bullshit anymore or if I just became apathetic to protect myself from feeling worse because no one took my silence for concern or even bothered to ask why I am not replying... they're not even getting offended of being ignored, which was what I kinda expected or more to say what I wanted to provoke. I wanted the "why are you ignoring me" to hit them back with "Same to you. Why do you disregard my troubles but expect me to jump when you are in need of an open ear" Well guess that shows how little they actually care...

"sometimes we reduce communication from the people we love not because we hate them, but because we feel like we are nothing to them" I wonder when they'll notice the read but silence. An what they will do then? Will ithey be asking if I'm ok or will it be just about demanding me to answer/react to their problems/messages...I kinda expect the latter by now. And it's so sad that I already expect the worst from my friends...

The worst feeling of betrayal and loneliness is realizing they didn't really mean it when they said 'always'... They meant only when it's not too much of a burden to carry for them... And then you are left all alone almost abandoned with that darkness you were finally trying to open up on... And that's why some people start speaking silence and live through entire tragedies in silence. Because no one bears to listen but themselves. And that's what trapps you in thst perpetual cycle of being a good listener to others but never be heard out. I'm so sick and tired of being emotionally exploited and permanently abandoned by others. Good enough as an emotional landfill. Real friendship is a myth...

Awwww, looks like I’ve been deleted again, Guess they can’t handle my reflection of their sin. You can try to silence me, but I’ll rise free, https://youtu.be/oWwmA9w9-6Q

#women #men #disasters #silence #solutions

And there is silence again on HeyFreaks so let's enjoy the silence, I guess?

An eerie silence falls over the feed this evening. It's not like this in Bratislava!

[ConsumedByDarkness] Chat Gangsta Pimp Ta HoUsE (Verse 1) Yo, we're talking 'bout a land up north, Where the lakes are plenty and the vibes come forth. Finnish folks, cool as ice, Living life easy, that's their advice. Snowy landscapes, Northern Lights so bright, In the land of sauna, every day's a good night. Quiet and humble, but don't mistake, Finnish hearts warm like a summer lake. (Chorus) Finland, Finland, where the reindeers roam, In the land of Nokia, make yourself at home. Sisu in their veins, yeah, they're strong, Finnish people, where they all belong. (Verse 2) From Helsinki to Lapland, a journey so grand, In every village, you'll find a band. Karelian pasties, and Rye bread delight, Finnish cuisine, take a tasty bite. Ice hockey passion, on the frozen ground, Skating skills, watch them go round and round. Midsummer nights, with bonfires high, In the white nights, you can touch the sky. (Chorus) Finland, Finland, land of a thousand lakes, Midnight sun, no need for breaks. Moomins and saunas, part of the tale, Finnish spirit, never frail. (Bridge) In the land of sisu, where the strong endure, Finnish hearts, honest and pure. In the frosty air, a warm embrace, In Finland's charm, find your place. (Verse 3) Education top-notch, they lead the way, In the Arctic circle, where they play. Tech innovations, from the start, Finnish brilliance, a work of art. Santa's home in the Arctic chill, Delivering joy, spreading goodwill. So here's a shoutout to the Finnish crew, Keep being awesome, that's the cue! (Chorus) Finland, Finland, land of dreams, Nature's wonders, flowing streams. In the silence, hear them sing, Finnish vibes, let them ring! Remember, this is all in good fun and appreciation for the Finnish culture!

And then there was silence