what do i want?
many things+love.

i want to fly
i want to bug
to ask questions and cuddle up
in a moment with you
in tune with you


do i want you to read me bukowski? yes . pleasedo

im not perfect
im flawed as fuck
sometimes i want to be a duck
but i do listen
and i hear and feel everything
i am human

im not allowed even a single moment of comedy. aparently. I demand Mescaline now . The stakes are higher,

WEST VIRGINIA
Starts: 1/1/2026
Restricts: Restricts purchase of soda.

https://dhhr.wv.gov/News/2025/Pages/-Public-Announcement-West-Virginia-to-Implement-SNAP-Soda-Restriction-Beginning-January-1,-2026.aspx?fbclid=IwY2xjawMXXzlleHRuA2FlbQIxMABicmlkETFRRDBkUG1xWVNnUFhoYXVXAR6uuD76ctllJ-52Acr1N2YeOmI_9SjbA3l7ef6pgXUnMUcxFtX-4skJJmusdA_aem_HsQm6HKfnrauYHYm13eNxA

LOUISIANA
Starts: 1/15/2026
Restricts: Restricts purchase of soft drinks, energy drinks, and candy.
Additional Notes : The State plans to allow Hot Rotisserie Chicken to be EBT approved but since hot foods are typically not allowed, they are not sure how this will be implemented quite yet.

https://www.nola.com/news/healthcare_hospitals/louisiana-snap-ban-junk-food/article_7aedcf98-e1d2-499e-83c4-ee35b5bede42.amp.html?fbclid=IwY2xjawMXXqdleHRuA2FlbQIxMABicmlkETFRRDBkUG1xWVNnUFhoYXVXAR5JmVPdVwOOW7Cpd-1_pCc3dM1VoR0DaHtoptH8g8DgSoV74Hk0mG4lb1N9wg_aem_eOoZOOMYcaWIeH37wdhuKw

IOWA
Starts: 1/1/2026
Restricts: Restricts all taxable food items as defined by the Iowa Department of Revenue except food producing plants and seeds for food producing plants.

COLORADO
Starting: 3/1/2026
Restricts: Restricts purchase of soft drinks.
Additional Notes : The State plans to allow Hot Rotisserie Chicken to be EBT approved but since hot foods are typically not allowed, they are not sure how this will be implemented quite yet.

https://governorsoffice.colorado.gov/governor/news/governor-polis-statement-federal-approval-colorados-snap-waiver-support-healthy-eating?fbclid=IwY2xjawMXXgpleHRuA2FlbQIxMABicmlkETFRRDBkUG1xWVNnUFhoYXVXAR78E8lsOHiijVew1IVjjmIJjufRC5jn1qZJ4axDsa0zETBv011HNhuvbbhFxg_aem_AYmSSz1W6HHJkfMYD7bYlA

Do you know that feeling when, after a good time, the world comes crashing down even harder than expected?
I wish it were just the blues after one of the best times I've ever had, but somehow the shit just keeps piling up every day.

Not only do I have a lot of work to do, but I also have to compensate for three people, and instead of support, I only get statements that downplay the actual workload, and I just end up angry, exhausted, and “done” with my job.

On top of that, there is a current family disaster that I am currently unable to deal with mentally, so I am completely withdrawing.
Unfortunately, it is so severe that it completely paralyzes me.
I want to be there for my family, but I can't.
My head is screaming to escape, but I don't know where to go anymore.
With every breath I take, it feels as if the air is made of lead.

i put this wig on its WRAPS imma be a full blown racist menace

#pwrofbeinmxd