Sometimes wonder how people see me and what words they would use to describe me. And If it would sound as poetic as when people are described in books and songs. Because my own eyes and word's aren't very nice or poetic anymore.

So do people still talk on here ?

I'll tell you what the problem is, InfernalHate. You tag the same 3 people every post. The rest of us peasants feel left out, somehow not important enough to play in your Schutzstaffel games. Just being real here. The Finns and Argentines are only in it for the likes!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XIRnecKnYgo

Watch this video please, It helps people just by you watching it.
https://youtu.be/figrl0aOULs?si=UWBHPIIo6W9f_vk1

"I have no power. I'm a fucking comedian, and he's the most powerful leader in the world! I'm not the leader of anything, except maybe a contingent of centrist-minded people who think there's got to be a better way of running this country than hating each other every minute." -Bill Maher on his meeting with Donald Trump

#80s #90s #retro
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Somehow it has become hard for me to enjoy my socia shutdown alone time. Sometimes I just need to recharge my social batteries and shut myself in for a weekend doing things I enjoy alone like painting and sewing. And sometimes I need several weekends on a row.. But lately I often feel guilty doing this. Today too...Especially if others have asked if I wanna do something or join a get together. Even if they are understanding bc they are also introverted and get it. I feel like they just said it to be nice but are actually upset and think that I am selfish...
But a the same time I hate not having so much time for my hobbies anymore so I look forward to be able to spend an entire weekend on them. Is it selfish to prioritize this over social interactions? I have picked up all these hobbies in the past as way fix the loneliness I experienced for always being the odd one with very little friends. Now I love art more than people because it was always there for me when people weren't. I think thats why it makes me feel guilty now that there are people who want to spend time with me.
Lately I have been struggleing with this thought a lot...but I really need to recharge in order to not completely explode or break down.

#cellphones #smartphones #dumbphones #phones #retro #technology #communications #social_media
https://www.yahoo.com/lifestyle/the-return-of-dumb-things-why-young-people-are-ditching-their-smartphones-for-mp3-players-and-digital-cameras-103012025.html