Wow what a shitty End for a vacation. Successfully ruined another persons day again just by trying to open up and share my fears and emotions in hopes to clear my anxiety that I had since yesterday...
But noo triggered somewhat of a fight and anxiety for the other side too.
Aaaaaand thats why I usually bottle things up. When I talk about it I piss people off or make them sad and that worsens my anxiety. Even when I thought hard about how I say it and what I say, it always goes down the wrong pipe and ends with the worst outcome...
Why do I even try again ana again it always ends in disappointment: either I'm a bad trigger or I'm as important as fucking chairs. After all im only good for listening not for talking about feelings. I just muck things up...

I feel like such a human failure...

When you're mentally ill but the type most people would love to have around for a good time! Just have a law firm on speed dial just in case things go astray.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-TG7LzOQLVo

adiós para siempre
Good Bye Always/forever.....Because I'm leaving for good! And im only here to decide if I want to bring people onto my Facebook which I haven't decided yet. Message me if you want!

Will there be Economic Chaos in November, when neither SNAP/EBT or Section 8 are paying for MILLIONS of people who don't work, never saved or who refuse to better themselves?

Will we be overloaded with videos either begging for money? Demanding money? Or threatening Regular Taxpayers if we don't keep giving these poor wonderful, grateful, people of color, Illegals and fat White Girls money?

There is crazy change coming our way this November...Stay ready and strapped because many will use it as an excuse to rob or steal.

People cannot endure my Goatrance vibe music it is TOO MUCH!! hahahahaha

AFI released a new album and it's currently the only joyful thing of my days. Yet people at work expect me to take out my earphones to talk to me...RUDE

Either pay me fair or let me work on my bubble unbothered by stupidity https://youtu.be/5c6sMntanTQ?si=BAZlrmvrKOUZej-l