Nothing is worse for a highly intelligent and gifted person to be under-challenged and underwhelmed....

Today, I came home from work crying because I realised how underchallenged and boring my work currently is. My expertise is currently not being used because customer projects come in slow and don't get to the downstream processing/purification part (I'm a specialist for protein pruification). I don't get many other opportunities to show my skills and knowledge and only do some minor backup tasks like writing working instructions...Nothing about my work currenly feels rewaring and chellengeing. I am a scientist, I love the try and error and the challenge! I thrive in that. I literally work best with stress and being overloaded with work than with being underwhelmed...
On top of it I'm gettin really bad imposter syndrome because of not being able to show my expertise while my colleagues currenlty thrive and get ever opportunity to show their knowledge and expert fields. We got a new teamlead in march and so far I feel like I could not show off/prove my skille and knowledge to him while the others could. I feel like I'm standing in the shadows sometimes even being actively pushed back into them. Like a tool put in a shelf not neede for now collecting dust.
It's incredibly frustrating and deressing for me because I am a scientist by heart I love my profession...

Now my overthinking brain gets even to the point where I'm asking myself if they are boring me out on purpose, so I leave the company on my own accord and they don't have to fire me, because they can't without a reason....
I'm more and more thinking of actually looking for a different posititon... Maybe I'll apply for a pHD after all...

So, out of curiosity, how do you redeem your money reward from your wallet?

i hate it when biches say we can still be friends..... i wanted to marry you idiot

I wanna send a merit to BR1AN_OM3N. You have excelled at unmitigated mookery and luscious creamy thighs.

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White soccer moms make me nervous and I'll tell you why. I was perusing through the avocado section at the grocery today and this blonde Aryan poster woman wearing yoga pants and drinking sparking water taps me on the shoulder and asks me if the fruits were ripe. I said yea, but at my age they hang lower and are more robust than what you're used to. Tried to be friendly, but now I'm barred from store and her husband has threatened to meet me out in public when I least expect it. You gentiles sure a a contentious bunch!

I'm warming up to the merit system, but there needs to be at least 3 more. 1. Trolling and trolling tendencies 2. Posts more Mis/disinformation than Breitbart 3. Threads so hopelessly retarded even the Special Olympics denied participation

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Question for the gentlemen...
My friends boyfriend every time he gets upset ends up getting pissy with her and when she tells him she wasnt the one who did him wrong his reply is but you are the one here and if I go off on anyone else there would be consequences so if you love me you will just let me go off and vent.. is this like a real thing guys do?