“ There is a new administration in charge, and this time there are principles.” ~Karoline Leavitt, press secretary

India is using Russian missiles and can strike Pakistan, Pakistan is using Chinese missiles and has failed to hit India with all its missiles shot down, Take a minute to think about what this really means, THE CHINESE MISSILES ARE INFERIOR TO RUSSIAN MISSILES, China is in fact a paper tiger, well at the very least when it comes up against Russian military and its equiptment, for those of you wondering if Russia is still the worlds 2nd or even first strongest military that answer is yes USA and Russia are the worlds 2 strongest militaries by far and the chinese have spent the last 10 years building up a military with weapons much less effective then Russia. And the chinese are now coming up to the next 10 years possibly of some negative growth and will eventually collapse Meaning China is out of time economically to become even the worlds 2nd strongest army, And this centaury goes to USA and Russia for having the best militaries again! https://youtu.be/onz02GFZ_qI?si=-4L7o1v6TYJ7XMbB

The worst feeling of betrayal and loneliness is realizing they didn't really mean it when they said 'always'... They meant only when it's not too much of a burden to carry for them... And then you are left all alone almost abandoned with that darkness you were finally trying to open up on... And that's why some people start speaking silence and live through entire tragedies in silence. Because no one bears to listen but themselves. And that's what trapps you in thst perpetual cycle of being a good listener to others but never be heard out. I'm so sick and tired of being emotionally exploited and permanently abandoned by others. Good enough as an emotional landfill. Real friendship is a myth...

It's obviously gif.

Nothing is attractive about being alive in this timeline anymore.... family and friends just are just leeches that suck me dry emotionally...future doesn't look too rosy with a war next door and major countries being ruled by tyrants, economy is also shit...I barely have energy to keep on. And now the small things about daily life also keep getting more complicated and annoying... It will be a hassle to find a parking spot for my car in future and simultaneously the resident parking passes have become 6x more expensive (and that doesn't ensure that you will get a parking spot). Oh and did I mention that I just learned that I earn 20% less than my colleague in the same position witht the same JD? I am being exploited on every level and cheated for a happy future... I was told if I worked hard in school and pursue an academic degree I will not have to worry about the future. I feel that's a lie....our generation is just fucked.

"Once the rain is over, an umbrella becomes a burden to carry. - That's why loyalty ends when benefits stop." Yeah... I'm experiencing that a lot. As soon as their problems are solved or they have dumped their emotional burden on me there is suddenly no time to listen to my troubles...as soon as I start sharing I'm dropped or quickly disregarded with one sentence...and people wonder why I never open up and talk about things easily... And once they stop benefiting from me altogether the friendship dies out... I'm not just worth being kept around just for the sake of it. It's not like I haven't been struggling with self loathing for months and my self view wasn't already ruined on many levels...

Kinda been feeling bled dry lately and currently fleeing myself into an endless loop of doomwatching some historical documentaries post work. I look at some upcoming events in my work and personal calendar that I've been looking forward to, and meanwhile I hear an inner voice whispering a quiet "why" to me.... I think I should take a vacation and go away... Far, far away from people

Thunderbolts movie was a great story with good action. Better than I expected. Also Speak No Evil was thrilling and suspenseful. I strongly recommend both.

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