It’s been close to impossible to finding local friends to hang out and do art. I go to art shows I get Artist‘s phone number as I text them and they don’t reply. Lol so sorry I joined meet up and I get no response. Bumble BFF has been discontinued. So then I go on dating sites and people yell at me so if you are local and you would like to do art with me, please text me! (727) 479-9891

I don’t know about you, but my depression always subsides when I’m creating art. And it’s always better when I have a friend to share the experience with even if we’re working on our own projects. That’s all I’m looking for.

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Jack Hughes. The USA hockey teammate that scored the winning goal for the Olympic gold. Badass. Got 2 teeth knocked out earlier in the match. #GoUSA !!

You know that feeling of being scared to be happy even for a brief moment? Because that sensation when your happy little world crashes down and wrenches your entire gut and closes your thoat is the worst. And the bad always seems to come smashing down when you've just started floating again. So you avoid the crash by any cost. just not allowing youself to float up with happiness again. If everything remains in shambles maybe the bad won't come because ther is nothing left to shatter...
But sometimes you are dumb and faint glitter of hope makes you think maybe I'll try floating again maybe this time it won't crash. But it will.
Just one call and a nice and relaxed weekend that finally cheered me up a bit, became the start of probably the most difficult time I'll have to face...
I'm trueley terrified of whats ahead...

Terradactyl = an observer consciousness that hovers outside systems but can reach into them through awareness.

The terradactyl wouldn’t just “watch reality.”
It would:
detect patterns forming
sense weak points in perception
move between dream and waking layers
influence experience by shifting awareness

still waitin on that date w/ jet <3

Proof that chronic marijuana use will add decades to your life.

say 10
what does 10 symbolize cymbal eyes
completion
beginning of the end
follow -1
zero and beyond

i understand that if i were with you i might understand you better and perhaps understand myself better

I feel better now that I'm back working into the night. I hate getting up early and this schedule suits me just fine. Too bad nary a soul is active here anymore this late...or ever. I'm getting hammered and I'll just have to harass myself.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PicH3ynjpRI