Do you know that feeling when, after a good time, the world comes crashing down even harder than expected? I wish it were just the blues after one of the best times I've ever had, but somehow the shit just keeps piling up every day. Not only do I have a lot of work to do, but I also have to compensate for three people, and instead of support, I only get statements that downplay the actual workload, and I just end up angry, exhausted, and “done” with my job. On top of that, there is a current family disaster that I am currently unable to deal with mentally, so I am completely withdrawing. Unfortunately, it is so severe that it completely paralyzes me. I want to be there for my family, but I can't. My head is screaming to escape, but I don't know where to go anymore. With every breath I take, it feels as if the air is made of lead.

I feel like I wasted this day on the couch...but somehow I don't feel like sewing or drawing and it's too warm for cosplaying... All I did was sorting my tiktok audios and hoping that I get to Film next weekend. It's also too warm to workout and I feel guilty about it... Fucking orthorexia...

2018-2024 Hand Drawings by @aimeesuzanne

2025 Hand Drawn Art - Set 1 by @aimeesuzanne #aimeesuzanne #handdrawnart #art #drawings #handdrawings #artist #artistry #artistic #handdrawingart

My favorite thing to do after I smoke is think I have to close my digital pen when I'm done drawing on my iPad. So the ink doesn't dry out. 🙃

Zatanna "In Studio" I decided to save this DC Comics Crossplay greatness for a rainy day like it was earlier today. So back in August 17th, 2019, I was doing some cleaning out of my apartment space, and while I was rummaging through some of my Zatanna costume pose and templates in my office files I thought it was high time I did an in-studio Zatanna crossplay based on some of those drawings and bring some of them to a life imitating art. Each time I took a picture it was like I was on point each time showing that my trusty Hewlett Packard Photosmart E327 has got what it takes where and when it counts the most. In addition to the the corset upgrade was a major improvement with the wig and tights that make Zatanna really stand out and rock. #zatanna #zatannazatara #zatannacosplay #zatannacrossplay #DC #dccomics #dcuniverse #dccomicscosplay #dccomicscrossplay #instudio #instudiophotography #tophat #fishnets #cosplay #crossplay

I started a new drawing oil painting thing ☺️

Im Invited to a Company dinner tonight. It's a reward for finishing a big project. TBH I'm really not looking forward to it. I'd rather go home and enjoy my free time after work than go to a fancy ass restaurant and mask my weirdness for two hours longer than usual... Also I will be so awkward because all of the dishes in the menu are not herbivore friendly, not even the salads and I hate drawing attention to the matter and marking a big deal out of it.

The last five of this batch...Enjoy everyone!! 😊 #heyfreaks @heyfreaks #aimeesuzanne77 #aimeesuzanne #photoalbums #art #artwork #drawings #drawing #coloring #artwotk