2021-2024 Hand Drawings by Aimee Suzanne

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2018-2020 Hand Drawings by Aimee Suzanne

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Im thinking of quitting inktober (yet again) before i even really started on it. Idk just the thought of planning and actually making an ink drawing every day stresses me out. Although it was something that I easily did in the past. Even multiple ones a day... I think it's because of not having as much time to invest in art anymore I kinda lost my connection to it. I rarely get to sit down to actually paint. Every year I start the inktober challeng in hope to get my connection back but every time for the past 3 years I end up having to quit halfway through for multiple reasons like getting behind lacking time. This year I'm already stressed about having to catch up on the first few days that I missed.
Maybe I just had a bad start...I wanted to warm up by finishing one of least years works that I never got to complete and I totally messed it up and on top it tore apart when I tried to remove the one year old masking tape... Seems like an omen...
I will still dedicate this month to art and especially watercolor painting. But I think I will not do the inktober challenge for now. Maybe I will get to do the last half of it later but just now I need to get back into the peaceful/mindful mindset that I need for doing watercolor. Pushing myself with a challenge will not help here.
I started watching YouTube draw with me videos of one of my favorite artists there. It helps getting back into watercolors and Inks.

Do you know that feeling when, after a good time, the world comes crashing down even harder than expected?
I wish it were just the blues after one of the best times I've ever had, but somehow the shit just keeps piling up every day.

Not only do I have a lot of work to do, but I also have to compensate for three people, and instead of support, I only get statements that downplay the actual workload, and I just end up angry, exhausted, and “done” with my job.

On top of that, there is a current family disaster that I am currently unable to deal with mentally, so I am completely withdrawing.
Unfortunately, it is so severe that it completely paralyzes me.
I want to be there for my family, but I can't.
My head is screaming to escape, but I don't know where to go anymore.
With every breath I take, it feels as if the air is made of lead.

I feel like I wasted this day on the couch...but somehow I don't feel like sewing or drawing and it's too warm for cosplaying... All I did was sorting my tiktok audios and hoping that I get to Film next weekend.
It's also too warm to workout and I feel guilty about it... Fucking orthorexia...

My favorite thing to do after I smoke is think I have to close my digital pen when I'm done drawing on my iPad. So the ink doesn't dry out.

Zatanna "In Studio"
I decided to save this DC Comics Crossplay greatness for a rainy day like it was earlier today. So back in August 17th, 2019, I was doing some cleaning out of my apartment space, and while I was rummaging through some of my Zatanna costume pose and templates in my office files I thought it was high time I did an in-studio Zatanna crossplay based on some of those drawings and bring some of them to a life imitating art. Each time I took a picture it was like I was on point each time showing that my trusty Hewlett Packard Photosmart E327 has got what it takes where and when it counts the most. In addition to the the corset upgrade was a major improvement with the wig and tights that make Zatanna really stand out and rock.
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