my body is a mashine that turns tits into sucked tits

Great...I caught a cold on Saturday...
I was hoping the event would pull me out of my apathy and I get some of my spark back...
Got a cold & fatigue instead. what wrong with my body!? This is the third cold I caught this year. I used to rarely get sick. Like only once a year.
Maybe I'm really eating too little...

i love walkign and crawlin through tunnels scrappign coper with my frail mangled little body I LOVE CARYING COPPER WIRE ADN PIPES THRU TUNNELS

my poor mangled crippled body

muscle economy, muscles as currency, end the dollar,, get ripped, get pumping wweights, wealth= body size as predicted by blaise pascal

Took a couple hours off work so I can at least have like 18 hours of weekend instead of 12 :')

Kinda trying to relax and distract my currently really pessimistic head by tinkering a bit on some cosplays of mine.
However I'm kinda too stupid with my brush as I'm sure half the paint ends up on my body when I look at my arms atm.

If I keep this up, I'm going to accidentally cosplay that horrific purple mascot from MC-D :D

DEathscrollers anybody wants some Deathscrolling

I have been thinking of getting a facial piercing for a while now.. Do you think a labret would suit me ? Put a fake one on my lip a few weeks ago and took a picture. But I can't decide of I like or hate it. I kinda hate seeing myself in most of the selfies I take, except for cosplay pics in which im literally not myself. I have been struggling with body dismorphia and self-esteem a lot lately...so I need a confidence boost...

Of course, it was only a matter of time before spiders started appearing in my apartment as the temperatures got warmer...
With my arachnophobia, it really sucks, especially as it's currently exactly the type of spider I react most severely to... And instead of me managing to catch them with the greatest of gritted teeth, they jump away and hide in my clothes in the closet in my bedroom...
Now I'm sitting barricaded on my sofa, "can't" go to sleep and facing the hardest phobia program (heavy breathing to itching all over my body).
It's going to be a really great night and I know that the weekend is completely ruined because of it...
Why do I have to have this severe extreme phobia? Can't it somehow be gentler and "better distributed"?