Aaand another worry to keep my anxiety busy...
Not sure if I still have a future in the company im currently employed at. On one hand the leadership team is dropping hints that I will get a more important role next year. Is it a Promotion or at least a raise incoming? and on the other hand there are rumors that the company will be sold and is starting to collapse on it's own...
I don't know what to believe anymore I wish the LT were more transparent on the future of the company. Feels like they just tell me lies so I don't leave now...not to Brag but my Departement is fucked if i didn't pull so much weight. They are lucky I rarely get the flu

I had one of the weirdest things happen. a co-worker who i have known for a long time passively aggressively told her bf no not talk to me because they were worried i would like "ruin" there relationship or something, i also have been excluded from one of my best friends weddings because i'm by myself and don't have anyone to love...i just finished a 10 hour shift tonight and stayed longer even though i didn't HAVE too...can't wait till this all comes crashing down upon those who wronged me. i rarely EVER get angry an anyone and if i do its usually not for a stupid reason,people...are very odd.

#women
Rare picture of my neighbor's wife...

My siblings: "You are 51 years old! You continue playing Medieval RPGs and collect rare comics like CAMELOT 3000 or SLAINE! When are you gonna become mature and serious?" Me:

Available to make friends #newbie #naughty #hookup [heyfreakscom] @rare4real

Let’s have a good time #goodtimes #memories #freaks @rare4r

Friends, hangout, and chills #letsmeetup #Hookup #Hangout #everybody @rare4r

A rare good hair day.

So today certain arse at work told me at 11:30 that we need an analysis of a screenning experiment of 96 samples, SDS-PAGE and Western blot done by today. I had 6 hrs to do 8 SDS-PAGE runs and 4 Western blots. and I made it without over time. Tbh I'm kinda impressed i did it. My pissed self is a workhouse apparently.
On the downside, I'm more than exhausted right now physically and mentally.
No capacity to indulge myself in hobbies. What a waste of that rare bit of free time I have.
sorry, [Vamsome] guess you have to wait for your birthday present a little longer. I had no life to finish it.