Waiting for the doctors to return so I can finally get on with fixing my health drives me crazy. There is a lot of anxiety and what ifs connected to it and I just want answers...this uncertainty and not being able to move forward with treatment because outside factors control timelines is so incredibly frustrating. I feel that every passing day is lost time in this regard.
And since nobody in my social circal seems to care enough to listen to me when I try talking about it and just turn to dumping their shit and their problems on me as soon as we mention health or mental health, I need to vent it out here into the void.

Sometimes the health system sucks....Starting to feel long time consequences of some health issues that I have been dealing with for a while I went to some specialist and Guess what to treat one thing I need another condition fully diagnosed but that doctor is on vacation for two weeks and once that one is returned, doctor one will be on vacation and so in total I have to wait at least 4 more weeks to be able to start treatment if it is even possible to give me that treatment. Not like I have been having that issue for 6 months now and it's starting to cause follow up issues....
Still not sure if the ED is the cause of it all or if my body just hates me and found another way to show me...
But hey, what else is new?

Im dressing as doctor doom fir halloween. Im being doctor doom for the rest of my life.

Even the worst Taliban or Isis terrorist has a more pure mind than these Psychiatric doctors. & MY Loathing & Hate is definately the strongest & most Just - I AM RIGHT PERIOD

Crazy past few days. So I just found out after going to the doctors and 3 other medical places,one MRI..THAT I'm infected with a parasite. So have to have surgery (again...sigh) tommarrow,not looking forward to it but it must be done. UPDATE: The procedure is not till the week after next.

How many of you think this whole RIDICULOUS American Eagle Ad BS is just a Psych Ops to make us forget the Palisades Fires, Biden supposedly has bone cancer, Obama and Clinton are traitors, Fluoride is still in the water, the Vax is still being recommended as they pretend they don't quite have all the info on what's causing Turbo Cancers and giving 5 year olds strokes...Doctors are baffled!

When you want to take care of your health, finally want to face your anxiety and make an appointment with that one special doctor you don't like going to. And they hit you with: "next appointment we have open is in September"
And then they wonder why most things in that department are only diagnosed when it's too late to treat them.