Hello everyone!... I want to make an all girl screamo band... called Fish Donut I'll be the lead vocalist... My Screamo name is yet to come .... Girls with cool stage names .. If parents approve....

India is using Russian missiles and can strike Pakistan, Pakistan is using Chinese missiles and has failed to hit India with all its missiles shot down, Take a minute to think about what this really means, THE CHINESE MISSILES ARE INFERIOR TO RUSSIAN MISSILES, China is in fact a paper tiger, well at the very least when it comes up against Russian military and its equiptment, for those of you wondering if Russia is still the worlds 2nd or even first strongest military that answer is yes USA and Russia are the worlds 2 strongest militaries by far and the chinese have spent the last 10 years building up a military with weapons much less effective then Russia. And the chinese are now coming up to the next 10 years possibly of some negative growth and will eventually collapse Meaning China is out of time economically to become even the worlds 2nd strongest army, And this centaury goes to USA and Russia for having the best militaries again! https://youtu.be/onz02GFZ_qI?si=-4L7o1v6TYJ7XMbB

Nothing is attractive about being alive in this timeline anymore.... family and friends just are just leeches that suck me dry emotionally...future doesn't look too rosy with a war next door and major countries being ruled by tyrants, economy is also shit...I barely have energy to keep on. And now the small things about daily life also keep getting more complicated and annoying... It will be a hassle to find a parking spot for my car in future and simultaneously the resident parking passes have become 6x more expensive (and that doesn't ensure that you will get a parking spot). Oh and did I mention that I just learned that I earn 20% less than my colleague in the same position witht the same JD? I am being exploited on every level and cheated for a happy future... I was told if I worked hard in school and pursue an academic degree I will not have to worry about the future. I feel that's a lie....our generation is just fucked.

Kinda been feeling bled dry lately and currently fleeing myself into an endless loop of doomwatching some historical documentaries post work. I look at some upcoming events in my work and personal calendar that I've been looking forward to, and meanwhile I hear an inner voice whispering a quiet "why" to me.... I think I should take a vacation and go away... Far, far away from people

The band is called the interns and there is no such thing as nothing isn't true . . . https://youtu.be/hr_VG56Wqlw

[ConsumedByDarkness] [InfernalHate] [CristallDarcy] Update: wasn't burned on a stake but was kinda the center of attention with my more or less unusual appearance (yup dressed up goth af) and was kinda filled up with wine like Röhrich on a heater installation :D

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ED7JH_WHS8 This so fukkin good. He pulled all the PLugs.

I nailed the interview and told them I don't see a reason why not to hire me. I am sure my skills blew them away as I've seen them writing down everthing I said... Let's see...

I've done some reflecting today. I think I have unconciously been spiraling down the depression spiral since November with some high phases re-locating the issue in a very self destructive behavioral patterns. that has led to a distorted vision of myself and my personality. Now have a major setback in my self view and I hate many things about myself that I worked so hard on learning to love. Now I need to re-learn to love these things about myself. 😔 How did it even come so far without ne noticing...

I. Have. Been. Emailed. By. A. Cruiseship. Company. From. Hong. Kong. Regarding. Job. Opportunities. Did not think twice and sent them my CV.