Actually, I should be happy about the day off today (regional holiday), but you know when half the day ends in a task paralysis due to the sudden break in the routine and you just can't leave the bed not matter what?

Yet, this task paralysis probably has other causes and I am once again denying all the warning signals that are trying to tell me that there is less wick left in my inner candle than I want to admit.
Maybe it's just a great deal of self-doubt that's building up in me and is driven by the fact that I no longer “able” (or have the ambition) to do things that I have planned and am looking forward to. The task paralysis is of course more than counterproductive at a time like this and is more like a vicious circle.

Perhaps the residual warmth I feel inside me is the remaining embers of a flame that is currently dying out

Reading, studying and navigating...

When your friend has only seen you with black hair the last 10 years and you dye your hair and she sees the red roots while you are dying it black and is confused to why you dye it black lol.

Everybody get together and try to love one another right now!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5bjzpI7wPfw&ab_channel=DyingFetus-Topic

#nurse #death #deathbed #afterlife #wish #health

https://www.ladbible.com/news/health/nurse-julie-mcfadden-dying-patient-say-same-thing-651737-20240718

Harvest the field of time
With the old man's scythe
The narrow path of the chosen one
Reaches beyond life

I set sails for the ageless winds
No fear of dying or a thought of surrender
I threaten every barrier on my way
I am bound forever with Token of Time

Among the humble people
Everything is torn apart
But I'm blessed with faith
And bravely I shall go on

Are thou the bringer of hope and joy
That I've waited for years
I shall fight to restore the moon
Wisdoms of time are carved on the sacred wood

Do thou possess spiritual powers
That would dispel all my fears
I shall not die until the seal is broken
Token of Time is trusted in the hands of the chosen one

People thinking China will become a super power, meanwhile in China people shitting in their own water, using oil from the gutter , roads and building collapsing, no one having kids so they wont have a work force and everyone their will be elderly some day.

China is a dying country thats falling apart.

https://youtu.be/92ZP33_mN9s?si=78Nx95B9bTFFT4TF

Pff. Dying. I am so exhausted I barely see straight.

#trailer
I am dying for such movies...
https://youtu.be/fnaYu3f-CA0