sooo...im coming home from the store and noticing smoke coming up from the chimney on my house. cosy eh? only problem is that there is no fireplace in my house anymore...

Throwback Thursday
Me 1998 age 18
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"You need to stop holding in your emotions or you'rengoing to have another breakdown!"

Ok, well I feel this kind of way and it's really bothering me.

"OMG would you STOP? You aren't ______/you don't have a right to feel ______ so just STOP!!!!!!!!!!!1!!"

Two weeks later: "Why don't you talk about your emotions? You can't keep holding them in or you'll have another breakdown"

...

"You need to clean your house! There is no excuse for it to be like this!"

I literally had a baby 7 weeks ago. She sleeps though the night and refuses to nap for more than 5 minutes at a time in the day. And when I lay her down away, she cries nonstop. I can't use cleaning solutions while I hold her.

"Well then, WHY DON'T YOU ASK FOR HELP?! I've told you multiple fucking times that I'd help you, all you have to do is ask!"

Ok, then. Can you watch her for me while I clean?

"Not today. I worked all day and I have a nail appointment."

The next day:

Can you watch her for me?

"No! I have a date tonight!"

Two days later:

Can you watch her tonight?

"No!! I have hair appointment!"

Three days later:

Can you watch her?

"NO! I'm going out to eat!"

Four days later:

Can you please watch her for me? You can sit on my couch and hold her. That's all I'm asking!

"FINE!"

Ten minutes after sitting down with the baby:

"How long is this going to take? I need to be to bed early tomorrow."

Just fucking go.

harry potter is for children and women with cats. but damn hogwarts legacy is a good game. shame about certain mentally ill characters but oh well, can't win em all

is it me or has anyone forgot vampirefreak.com is not around anymore, but still try to relogging in to it or is it me?

We are not broken, we are simply changed.
We are not destoyed, we have adapted.
Our fears do not define us, our courage is our ability to keep going.
Weakness is not forever, it can be overcome.
Stop wallowing in self pity, pick yourself up.
You can do this but you have to make that choice and CHOOSE to find your strength.
Find who you are, choose your happiness, make it work.
Don't allow it to consume you, your past is gone, your future has not yet happend and in this moment you can choose what that future is destined to be.
Do you have the courage to do that?