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  • #painting #seashore
    Ivan Aivazovsky - Moon Night
    #painting #seashore Ivan Aivazovsky - Moon Night
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  • I am bummed, depressed, haven't been feeling well for quite some time, and I am blank as a fart when it has been dealing with my creative endeavors. I have been under lots of stress, putting up with all the bulls**t from others and living in this sewer trap of a rural town, as I despise the surrounding counties and want out of this state and area so badly.
    I fear my life is over. I'm 47 and will be 50 in three years as I wept a few times over that. I have a degree that I feel I cannot make use of, I want this other degree, and I feel I do not get the kind of support I need financially, and I feel I have been kind of neglected emotionally and mentally lately.
    It is hard for me to talk about things as it is, and it seems when I attempt to vent or express my troublesome feelings and such...no one is to reply back or I do not get any replies. But it seems there are some people who want me to stop and drop everything for them when they need an ear to listen or a shoulder to cry on, but when I have these same needs and such I get blown off like a fart in the wind, no one replies back, and I'm left feeling stupid, hurt, and having this belief that noone really cares how I feel, what I want, or that lending me their ear or shoulder Is a burden to them when I need someone.
    It's a very lonely world. And I feel like I have no answers or know what the next step is.
    Sorry, I just had to get this off my chest. This is the only site I feel free to do so.
    I am bummed, depressed, haven't been feeling well for quite some time, and I am blank as a fart when it has been dealing with my creative endeavors. I have been under lots of stress, putting up with all the bulls**t from others and living in this sewer trap of a rural town, as I despise the surrounding counties and want out of this state and area so badly. I fear my life is over. I'm 47 and will be 50 in three years as I wept a few times over that. I have a degree that I feel I cannot make use of, I want this other degree, and I feel I do not get the kind of support I need financially, and I feel I have been kind of neglected emotionally and mentally lately. It is hard for me to talk about things as it is, and it seems when I attempt to vent or express my troublesome feelings and such...no one is to reply back or I do not get any replies. But it seems there are some people who want me to stop and drop everything for them when they need an ear to listen or a shoulder to cry on, but when I have these same needs and such I get blown off like a fart in the wind, no one replies back, and I'm left feeling stupid, hurt, and having this belief that noone really cares how I feel, what I want, or that lending me their ear or shoulder Is a burden to them when I need someone. It's a very lonely world. And I feel like I have no answers or know what the next step is. Sorry, I just had to get this off my chest. This is the only site I feel free to do so.
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  • Zalman Rushdie. Will prosper, & Feed. HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT THAT?
    Zalman Rushdie. Will prosper, & Feed. HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT THAT?
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  • Just Look & HEAR!!!

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0zuzdRuEtSw
    Just Look & HEAR!!! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0zuzdRuEtSw
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  • because it feels Good!

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CNlKyJejJps
    because it feels Good! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CNlKyJejJps
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  • i radiate so much negative spiritual energy. There always someone who Absorbs it.
    i radiate so much negative spiritual energy. There always someone who Absorbs it.
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  • Having suicidal thoughts is way more interesting than being at work today. At least I get some excitement if I jump off a cliff or something! :D :D :D :D
    Having suicidal thoughts is way more interesting than being at work today. At least I get some excitement if I jump off a cliff or something! :D :D :D :D
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  • HE s gotta CHILL
    HE s gotta CHILL 😁😁😁
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  • Morrigan & Lilith
    (Súcubo)
    by Claudio Saavedra.
    Morrigan & Lilith (Súcubo) by Claudio Saavedra.
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