https://youtu.be/WN2V1mziGdw

Me eating lunch at work awhile my coworkers are fighting.

Ok weirdly I keep running into movies with Lilith in them and Im not looking for them lmao xD

https://youtu.be/QgACcUDttQ0

So I replayed classic Mario and it was exactly like I remembered. I wanted to kill everything.

https://youtu.be/etxHaOghrIM

Hell yeah. This song is very heartfelt.

I don't understand how somebody with a brain attack another without pause. Like I understand in terms of a fight that totally makes sense. I hate certain people and believe bothersome behavior should kill you. I like peace and I see nothing wrong with blunt murder if it is disturbed.

Call me evil. In media, it is a fantasy but the old look was don't wake up vampires or touch tombs and shit and if you do you will be cursed, so obviously that person or vampire wants to be left alone.

I'm in a mood and thinking about my life, I've had racial attacks since I was a little girl and it turned me silently racist. I have never blasted my hate across the internet like a Karen. I do want to but I don't. I mentally and physically do not like women of any color. I'm Misogyny. I'm a female African American woman and if I sum it all up, I really think certain women are too damn stupid to live and should die. I hate feminism. Like I can't get behind the transgender shit. I don't actually care. I don't lesbians like a girl has to be able to smell another. I don't get the pleasure in FXF sexual shit. I do understand a female calling another female pretty.

It happens but some translate that as in I wanna fuck and that's not true. I especially that it's fake when women who have been sexually assaulted say, I'm gay now.

That's not true. My dad is gay for the reason he like a nigga's face. And he's married to a woman and had like three to four other kids. I'm thankful and learned a lot. I just remember this lady came to my elementary and attacked my father because I said I don't believe in lesbians.

And she had a mustache.

I don't get it.

I'm depressed to the point suicide sounds like pillows. Like if I cut myself one time like I use to, I would feel better. I'm pretty sure nobody reads these so I'm not putting some time of TW. I'm fine with silent.

You don't have to talk to people and it baffles my mental how somebody. Can leave the house and talk to just anybody. I think they might be retarded.

I don't leave the house a lot and prefer it. I actually have kids, and random ass conversations kill people. Me being a young mom made me believe, they don't need to go outside.

So, I believe in Powers. I do believe in God and there is nothing wrong with that to me. To each his own.

The bible DID NOT tell you to DO THAT. The bible doesn't have a mouth nor limbs. A HUMAN with a brain believed in that word in a book told them to go outside and preach.

I keep it to myself like nobody asked how a nigga in the desert could have so much trouble. I feel like Jesus was accused of something he had no business being around like the nigga probably woke up and some fuck shit happened in that day.

Because people are retarded. Speaking of mental illness is real but if it's hurting you that bad. You should sit down.

Oh wow, retardation is mental illness. Yes, to a certain degree it leaves you to a point you can't think right.

Why do retarded people keep following me in life where I can't be left alone? somebody asking, please leave me alone don't talk to me, don't breathe around me. Is not offensive. We have a law against and breaking laws can make you psychotic as in... you might be a sociopath. Which is retarded.

Excuse my rants, I'm sorry but not. I'm feeling.

I'm going to write a book about that. I don't care anymore. I have PTSD but fighting this shit is like walking through wet sand.

Tired of being tired. Tired of my shoulders slumping. Like my mental is telling me, it'[s because your black. And I said it, retarded is your brain not understanding


I'm baffled how putting ME first is offensive. I don't care how somebody feels.

Somebody: My grandma died.
Me: < my face

My life is so... weird... don't talk to people if you can't say nothing nice. I am depressed like no other like shit!

depression feels like... frozen quick sand, like somebody tryna hug you without hands. By time I'll be happy. Is the day I die and people be like... damn.

I really believe that. Because why the fuck not?