I'm at the verge of crying every day...Wednesdays and Thursdays are always the hardest work days for me currently. I practically have to drag myself to work everyday and it's hardest on these days.
Next Monday I have a 1:1 with my boss...I hope I can address the issues. Although I would prefer to talk to another person First to get their opinion before taking to my boss. I think that would be more strategic but I will not have a meeting with them until next Wednesday. And I don't think I can wait this long...the longer leave this unresolved the more anxiety I'm developing about this. It's such a dilemma: be strategic and tall to the righ person first, but deal with my fears and anxiety a week longer or just talk to my boss directly without having that other insight. I feel so burdened by it. And no one can really help me except those 2 supervisors. So I have to carry this until they have one for me.
I can barely focus on the little work I do have and that makes my anxiety even worse because I feel even more useless and like I'm not performing well that makes and my fears that they are planning to let me go even worse...

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Obsolescence Just saying.

I tried to send a merit to Obsolescence but I received the message 'invalid recepient'...wtf? Did I do something wrong?

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How to censor the Internet a simple guide.

> Create a safety act
> Other countries pick it up (CA, UK, EU, AU)
> Isolate the US tech companies through law
> US tech companies loose money
> US tech companies call for changes
> US Government calls for subtile changes
> It will presented as 'protecting the youth
> A loud minority of voices will ask for it
> US Government will pass subtile changes
> The downfall can begin

This is the playbook on how the internet will be censored. Many are going to bring up the 1st amendment but this doesn't apply to private companies and they will always do what they can to make money. They will bend the knee in time when they loose money and the US is isolated online by the rest of the world they will push for the censoring of the internet in order to keep their revenues and lobby the government.

Obsolescence i heard about your recent circumstances. I dedicated this to you

https://youtu.be/pB-vtKpuOkg?si=_bZygd50pSt72Njb

In honour of my pal Obsolescence who's house is underwater!

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Obsolescence
https://youtu.be/PP2FyYSUJ54?list=RDPP2FyYSUJ54