Today I tried to cheer my inner child by looking for my favorite bug and making a rhubarb umbrella... But the joy only lasted briefly.. The closer I get back to real adult life the more the blues and thoughts of all that troubles me are returning...
I could stay in that garden of my childhood forever. Calm and Peaceful under the lilac trees.

This album sounds like midnight thoughts and misfit hearts. Cattywompus awaits.

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If an Orange wasn't orange but purple, Would an Orange still be called an Orange, or would it be called a 'Purple'???

And why are bananas considered yellow, when the banana itself is White ???

Late night thoughts

So I do not know who this is going to resonate with but I figured what the hell. You will NEVER be good enough for some people.you will NEVER be wanted by some people,you will NEVER be loved by some people, you will never be accepted by some people, you will NEVER be seen by some people and quite honestly that is just fine. That is THEIR problem,NOT yours. When people make you feel small and insignificant those are not your people, that is not your crowd. You have value, you have worth and you matter and their thoughts on who they believe you are or expect you to be is bullshit. Live your life to be happy,not to fit in so the wrong people love and accept you.

I don't do this, often. But, I was jamming to this song and my thoughts turned to you LadyRoseofThornes

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OkzgKuEJUQQ

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And just like that, the weekend is over.
Time to struggle at work and drink insane amounts of coffee to overcome anxiety, depression and suicidal thoughts. :D :D :D

Hellou!

Suicidal thoughts can be fun. :D :D Like man, I wonder why I wanna kill myself this time?

https://www.facebook.com/groups/awitchgelthoughts/

Having suicidal thoughts is way more interesting than being at work today. At least I get some excitement if I jump off a cliff or something! :D :D :D :D