I have set my profile to "Open to Work" on LinkedIn now and am again actively looking for work. Looks like this shit at the company I currently work for won't go through and I can forget about any salary increases/promotions, I will probably only have more work added to me instead because I'm good at it. Fuck. This. Shit. Happy Monday and whatnot.

Reality has set in. 5 years ago, this site was abundant with selfies, political threads, promotional posts, thought provoking anecdotes, and bad goth poetry. Now...if you post a selfie because your far-right propaganda has flopped? 3 more likes are your reward? Yea, I've questioned the reactions too! /End Rant

This is literally how I feel like after I just found out that our "performance based culture" isn't that much a performance based culture and I will get nothing for literally building this place up on my own...I guess I'm being skipped on the next promotion too then. Merry Christmas and whatnot. :D

Aaand another worry to keep my anxiety busy... Not sure if I still have a future in the company im currently employed at. On one hand the leadership team is dropping hints that I will get a more important role next year. Is it a Promotion or at least a raise incoming? and on the other hand there are rumors that the company will be sold and is starting to collapse on it's own... I don't know what to believe anymore I wish the LT were more transparent on the future of the company. Feels like they just tell me lies so I don't leave now...not to Brag but my Departement is fucked if i didn't pull so much weight. They are lucky I rarely get the flu

Going to stock up on these over the next month since i have no idea when the promotion ends.

Casual Friday finally arrived so I showed up covered in cum and chinese food. It went over swimmingly and I was promoted immediately.

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Don't you just love the feeling of an upcoming summer storm? That slight unsettling mixture of of awe and fear. As the sky darkens and the wind picks up. Dark tall clouds building fortresses in the sky. And we stand safe and sound behind the window. sheltered by brick and glass and yet we get thils slight tingle, a nervousness deep in our throat, a creeping uneasiness. A fear that is unnecessary as we are sheltered in our houses and yet it still haunting us like a promordial instnct telling us to run and hide for this might be a calamity.... I love this thrill! It's powerful inspiring!

Is it bad that I noticed my co-worker has a book on his desk titled "No More Mr. Nice Guy" that promotes the most incel shit I've ever heard and I constantly say "No more Mr. Nice Guy!" when he's around now?

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