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  • I'm having an extremely shitty day. days of work for the bin because the detection failed. This project is being such a bitch. Great.. running on overtime again and for what it's not even giving me good results. I am so pissed by this. I can forget about my Hobbies and sports again. I'll just go to bed what's the point of having a life anyway. I just hate that this stupid company has such a major impact on my private life. More and more I envy the people who were laid off. Because they don't have to carry the burden of our leadership's incompetence anymore.
    I'm having an extremely shitty day. days of work for the bin because the detection failed. This project is being such a bitch. Great.. running on overtime again and for what it's not even giving me good results. I am so pissed by this. I can forget about my Hobbies and sports again. I'll just go to bed what's the point of having a life anyway. I just hate that this stupid company has such a major impact on my private life. More and more I envy the people who were laid off. Because they don't have to carry the burden of our leadership's incompetence anymore.
    Spooky Feels
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  • I'm sinking more and more into one of my sleep escapism-depressions again. Everything is so discouraging and seems so hopeless....

    I can barely get myself to leave the bed lately. I lack any motivation and elan to do anything.
    Perpetually trapped in task paralysis.

    On workdays I push myself to still give 110% despite constantly asking "what am I doing it for its not like it's fruitful for me". Work drains me so much I can't find the energy to look for new jobs after hours.
    And on Weekends I am still drained and barely drag myself out of bed after sleeping for 12hr, then I end up on the couch staring into my phone screen doomscrolling, because I can't get myself to sit on my PC and look for job offers because I know there are barely any that are suitable for me. But pursuing my hobbies makes me feel guilty because "I should spend this time on looking for jobs".
    So I just sit there on the couch trapped by invisible chains of guilt and discourage while I'm hoping for the unlikely miracle that a Recruiter will find my job profile and it's the perfect match for both sides. And that the world politics wills suddenly be bearable again. But with the current leaders pfft finding the Amber-room again is more likely than having a secure and happy future.
    Thats why I keep asking myself: What future am even doing it for?
    I'm sinking more and more into one of my sleep escapism-depressions again. Everything is so discouraging and seems so hopeless.... I can barely get myself to leave the bed lately. I lack any motivation and elan to do anything. Perpetually trapped in task paralysis. On workdays I push myself to still give 110% despite constantly asking "what am I doing it for its not like it's fruitful for me". Work drains me so much I can't find the energy to look for new jobs after hours. And on Weekends I am still drained and barely drag myself out of bed after sleeping for 12hr, then I end up on the couch staring into my phone screen doomscrolling, because I can't get myself to sit on my PC and look for job offers because I know there are barely any that are suitable for me. But pursuing my hobbies makes me feel guilty because "I should spend this time on looking for jobs". So I just sit there on the couch trapped by invisible chains of guilt and discourage while I'm hoping for the unlikely miracle that a Recruiter will find my job profile and it's the perfect match for both sides. And that the world politics wills suddenly be bearable again. But with the current leaders pfft finding the Amber-room again is more likely than having a secure and happy future. Thats why I keep asking myself: What future am even doing it for?
    Dark Love
    1
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  • Tim Burchett on Bad Bunny: I wouldn't know Bad Bunny if the he walked up to me and asked to borrow my cell phone… the only Bad Bunny I know is my pet rabbit, who had sex on Christmas morning in front of my nephew.
    Tim Burchett on Bad Bunny: I wouldn't know Bad Bunny if the he walked up to me and asked to borrow my cell phone… the only Bad Bunny I know is my pet rabbit, who had sex on Christmas morning in front of my nephew. 🤣😂
    Rotten Laughs
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  • Scientists have discovered a 1 inch bulge roughly an area the size of Chicago at Yellowstone National Park. As you are aware, Yellowstone sits atop a massive super volcano and if it blows, say goodbye to your petty political differences, your job status, what you had for breakfast. Sobering thought, but at 1 inch I'd hardly call that a bulge and I damn sure wouldn't be bragging about it!

    https://cowboystatedaily.com/2026/01/25/yellowstone-scientists-monitoring-chicago-sized-bulge-along-volcanos-north-rim/
    Scientists have discovered a 1 inch bulge roughly an area the size of Chicago at Yellowstone National Park. As you are aware, Yellowstone sits atop a massive super volcano and if it blows, say goodbye to your petty political differences, your job status, what you had for breakfast. Sobering thought, but at 1 inch I'd hardly call that a bulge and I damn sure wouldn't be bragging about it! https://cowboystatedaily.com/2026/01/25/yellowstone-scientists-monitoring-chicago-sized-bulge-along-volcanos-north-rim/
    COWBOYSTATEDAILY.COM
    Yellowstone Scientists Monitor Chicago-Sized Bulge Along Volcano's North Rim
    Scientists are monitoring a city of Chicago-sized swath of rising ground at the northern volcanic rim of the Yellowstone Caldera in Yellowstone National…
    Goth Vibes
    Rotten Laughs
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  • YouTube.com/XZanthiaMUSIC This is music that refuses to sit still.
    It isn’t here to soothe you or fade into the background—
    it exists to keep you alert, slightly off-balance,
    never certain what’s about to unfold next.

    Every moment is a corner you haven’t turned yet.
    Just when you think you understand it,
    it shifts, lunges, softens, surprises.
    It’s an acquired taste, absolutely—
    not something inherited, familiar, or politely nostalgic.
    This is not comfort food. This is appetite disruption.

    I want the sound to confuse you, to intrigue you,
    to make you uneasy in a way that keeps pulling you closer.
    To catch you enjoying tension,
    finding pleasure in resistance,
    realizing that discomfort can feel intimate
    when it refuses to let go.

    You may not always know what you’re hearing,
    but you’ll never be bored—
    because at any moment it’s ready to leap out,
    wrap around you,
    and pull you into that strange place
    where struggle feels like an embrace.



    Project 19.5 is an ethereal, esoteric music project that began in 1998, long before genres like “witch house,” “dark ambient,” or “experimental pop” had names attached to them. What started as intimate sonic experimentation grew over decades into a body of work shaped by collaborations with multiple producers across different eras, each phase capturing a different emotional frequency and psychological landscape.

    Rather than traditional songwriting, Project 19.5 focuses on much, but not all non-lyrical vocals, breath, tone, texture, and instinct. My voice is treated as an instrument—hovering between noise, chant, dream, and ritual—allowing listeners to project their own meaning without being guided by explicit words. This approach creates an immersive emotional experience that exists somewhere between beauty and unease.

    In 2025, the project entered a new phase: revisiting, remixing, and remastering archival material to finally release it in its most refined and intentional form. These recordings preserve the raw spirit of their original creation while enhancing the depth, clarity, and atmosphere—bridging past and present into a singular evolving entity.

    Project 19.5 represents the ethereal side of XZanthia—still haunting, still unsettling, but softer and more internal than her darker project, Jupiter’s Thunder. The Project 19.5 album Uzumaki exists within this realm as a gentler spiral, incorporating lyrics while maintaining a dreamlike, hypnotic quality.

    This is music designed to be felt rather than understood—a liminal soundscape for introspection, transformation, and emotional resonance beyond language.
    YouTube.com/XZanthiaMUSIC 👽💿🎤🎶🎵 This is music that refuses to sit still. It isn’t here to soothe you or fade into the background— it exists to keep you alert, slightly off-balance, never certain what’s about to unfold next. Every moment is a corner you haven’t turned yet. Just when you think you understand it, it shifts, lunges, softens, surprises. It’s an acquired taste, absolutely— not something inherited, familiar, or politely nostalgic. This is not comfort food. This is appetite disruption. I want the sound to confuse you, to intrigue you, to make you uneasy in a way that keeps pulling you closer. To catch you enjoying tension, finding pleasure in resistance, realizing that discomfort can feel intimate when it refuses to let go. You may not always know what you’re hearing, but you’ll never be bored— because at any moment it’s ready to leap out, wrap around you, and pull you into that strange place where struggle feels like an embrace. Project 19.5 is an ethereal, esoteric music project that began in 1998, long before genres like “witch house,” “dark ambient,” or “experimental pop” had names attached to them. What started as intimate sonic experimentation grew over decades into a body of work shaped by collaborations with multiple producers across different eras, each phase capturing a different emotional frequency and psychological landscape. Rather than traditional songwriting, Project 19.5 focuses on much, but not all non-lyrical vocals, breath, tone, texture, and instinct. My voice is treated as an instrument—hovering between noise, chant, dream, and ritual—allowing listeners to project their own meaning without being guided by explicit words. This approach creates an immersive emotional experience that exists somewhere between beauty and unease. In 2025, the project entered a new phase: revisiting, remixing, and remastering archival material to finally release it in its most refined and intentional form. These recordings preserve the raw spirit of their original creation while enhancing the depth, clarity, and atmosphere—bridging past and present into a singular evolving entity. Project 19.5 represents the ethereal side of XZanthia—still haunting, still unsettling, but softer and more internal than her darker project, Jupiter’s Thunder. The Project 19.5 album Uzumaki exists within this realm as a gentler spiral, incorporating lyrics while maintaining a dreamlike, hypnotic quality. This is music designed to be felt rather than understood—a liminal soundscape for introspection, transformation, and emotional resonance beyond language.
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  • (St. Pete Fl) THIS SATURDAY!! 5pm - 9pm
    My Art Gallery / Shop GRAND OPENING.
    Live Music, food, vending booths & more.
    (St. Pete Fl) THIS SATURDAY!! 5pm - 9pm My Art Gallery / Shop GRAND OPENING. Live Music, food, vending booths & more.
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  • My Art and merchandise
    FOR SALE: XZanthia.com
    MY BANDS:
    XZanthia Jupiter’s Thunder (Hell Pop)
    & XZanthia Project 19.5 (esoteric DubStep)
    Available on all platforms!
    Spotify, Apple Music, Pandora, etc.
    SEARCH: XZanthia XZanthia.com
    MUSIC VIDEOS:
    YOUTUBE.com/XZanthiaMUSIC
    TikTok.com/@xzanthia.music

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    My Art and merchandise FOR SALE: XZanthia.com 🎵 MY BANDS: XZanthia Jupiter’s Thunder (Hell Pop) & XZanthia Project 19.5 (esoteric DubStep) Available on all platforms! Spotify, Apple Music, Pandora, etc. SEARCH: XZanthia 😘 XZanthia.com MUSIC VIDEOS: YOUTUBE.com/XZanthiaMUSIC TikTok.com/@xzanthia.music 😈👽😈👽😈👽😈👽😈 #StPeteArtist #StPetersburgFLArt #FloridaArtist #TampaBayArtist #StPeteArts #StPeteCreatives #FloridaArtScene #GulfCoastArtist #StPeteLocal #StPeteMaker #StPetersburgArtist #SunshineCityArt #StPeteGallery #TampaBayCreatives #FloridaArtistsNetwork #StPeteArtLife #FLArtistCommunity #StPeteMarket #StPeteArtScene #FloridaArtLife #StPeteDesign #StPeteStyle #StPeteFineArt #stpetefl #gulfportfl #StPetersburgCreative #StPeteBoho #StPeteCollective #StPeteHandmade #stpetevisualartist
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  • My Art and merchandise
    FOR SALE: XZanthia.com
    MY BANDS:
    XZanthia Jupiter’s Thunder (Hell Pop)
    & XZanthia Project 19.5 (esoteric DubStep)
    Available on all platforms!
    Spotify, Apple Music, Pandora, etc.
    SEARCH: XZanthia XZanthia.com
    MUSIC VIDEOS:
    YOUTUBE.com/XZanthiaMUSIC
    TikTok.com/@xzanthia.music

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    My Art and merchandise FOR SALE: XZanthia.com 🎵 MY BANDS: XZanthia Jupiter’s Thunder (Hell Pop) & XZanthia Project 19.5 (esoteric DubStep) Available on all platforms! Spotify, Apple Music, Pandora, etc. SEARCH: XZanthia 😘 XZanthia.com MUSIC VIDEOS: YOUTUBE.com/XZanthiaMUSIC TikTok.com/@xzanthia.music 😈👽😈👽😈👽😈👽😈 #StPeteArtist #StPetersburgFLArt #FloridaArtist #TampaBayArtist #StPeteArts #StPeteCreatives #FloridaArtScene #GulfCoastArtist #StPeteLocal #StPeteMaker #StPetersburgArtist #SunshineCityArt #StPeteGallery #TampaBayCreatives #FloridaArtistsNetwork #StPeteArtLife #FLArtistCommunity #StPeteMarket #StPeteArtScene #FloridaArtLife #StPeteDesign #StPeteStyle #StPeteFineArt #stpetefl #gulfportfl #StPetersburgCreative #StPeteBoho #StPeteCollective #StPeteHandmade #StPeteVisualArtist
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  • My Art and merchandise
    FOR SALE: XZanthia.com
    MY BANDS:
    XZanthia Jupiter’s Thunder (Hell Pop)
    & XZanthia Project 19.5 (esoteric DubStep)
    Available on all platforms!
    Spotify, Apple Music, Pandora, etc.
    SEARCH: XZanthia XZanthia.com
    MUSIC VIDEOS:
    YOUTUBE.com/XZanthiaMUSIC
    TikTok.com/@xzanthia.music

    #StPeteArtist #StPetersburgFLArt #FloridaArtist #TampaBayArtist #StPeteArts #StPeteCreatives #FloridaArtScene #GulfCoastArtist #StPeteLocal #StPeteMaker #StPetersburgArtist #SunshineCityArt #StPeteGallery #TampaBayCreatives #FloridaArtistsNetwork #StPeteArtLife #FLArtistCommunity #StPeteMarket #StPeteArtScene #FloridaArtLife #StPeteDesign #StPeteStyle #StPeteFineArt #stpetefl #gulfportfl #StPetersburgCreative #StPeteBoho #StPeteCollective #StPeteHandmade #stpetevisualartist
    My Art and merchandise FOR SALE: XZanthia.com 🎵 MY BANDS: XZanthia Jupiter’s Thunder (Hell Pop) & XZanthia Project 19.5 (esoteric DubStep) Available on all platforms! Spotify, Apple Music, Pandora, etc. SEARCH: XZanthia 😘 XZanthia.com MUSIC VIDEOS: YOUTUBE.com/XZanthiaMUSIC TikTok.com/@xzanthia.music 😈👽😈👽😈👽😈👽😈 #StPeteArtist #StPetersburgFLArt #FloridaArtist #TampaBayArtist #StPeteArts #StPeteCreatives #FloridaArtScene #GulfCoastArtist #StPeteLocal #StPeteMaker #StPetersburgArtist #SunshineCityArt #StPeteGallery #TampaBayCreatives #FloridaArtistsNetwork #StPeteArtLife #FLArtistCommunity #StPeteMarket #StPeteArtScene #FloridaArtLife #StPeteDesign #StPeteStyle #StPeteFineArt #stpetefl #gulfportfl #StPetersburgCreative #StPeteBoho #StPeteCollective #StPeteHandmade #stpetevisualartist
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  • I am a licensed Massage Therapist in Gulfport (St. Pete Fl) I am offering, neuromuscular, myofascial, Deep Tissue, Swedish & more. $120 per hour
    ( Cupping, hot stones, steam towels )
    If you are interested, please text me @ 813-263-0761 to schedule an appointment or for any other questions.
    I’m looking forward to hearing from you soon
    I am a licensed Massage Therapist in Gulfport (St. Pete Fl) I am offering, neuromuscular, myofascial, Deep Tissue, Swedish & more. $120 per hour ( Cupping, hot stones, steam towels ) If you are interested, please text me @ 813-263-0761 to schedule an appointment or for any other questions. I’m looking forward to hearing from you soon
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