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  • Im thinking of quitting inktober (yet again) before i even really started on it. Idk just the thought of planning and actually making an ink drawing every day stresses me out. Although it was something that I easily did in the past. Even multiple ones a day... I think it's because of not having as much time to invest in art anymore I kinda lost my connection to it. I rarely get to sit down to actually paint. Every year I start the inktober challeng in hope to get my connection back but every time for the past 3 years I end up having to quit halfway through for multiple reasons like getting behind lacking time. This year I'm already stressed about having to catch up on the first few days that I missed.
    Maybe I just had a bad start...I wanted to warm up by finishing one of least years works that I never got to complete and I totally messed it up and on top it tore apart when I tried to remove the one year old masking tape... Seems like an omen...
    I will still dedicate this month to art and especially watercolor painting. But I think I will not do the inktober challenge for now. Maybe I will get to do the last half of it later but just now I need to get back into the peaceful/mindful mindset that I need for doing watercolor. Pushing myself with a challenge will not help here.
    I started watching YouTube draw with me videos of one of my favorite artists there. It helps getting back into watercolors and Inks.
    Im thinking of quitting inktober (yet again) before i even really started on it. Idk just the thought of planning and actually making an ink drawing every day stresses me out. Although it was something that I easily did in the past. Even multiple ones a day... I think it's because of not having as much time to invest in art anymore I kinda lost my connection to it. I rarely get to sit down to actually paint. Every year I start the inktober challeng in hope to get my connection back but every time for the past 3 years I end up having to quit halfway through for multiple reasons like getting behind lacking time. This year I'm already stressed about having to catch up on the first few days that I missed. Maybe I just had a bad start...I wanted to warm up by finishing one of least years works that I never got to complete and I totally messed it up and on top it tore apart when I tried to remove the one year old masking tape... Seems like an omen... I will still dedicate this month to art and especially watercolor painting. But I think I will not do the inktober challenge for now. Maybe I will get to do the last half of it later but just now I need to get back into the peaceful/mindful mindset that I need for doing watercolor. Pushing myself with a challenge will not help here. I started watching YouTube draw with me videos of one of my favorite artists there. It helps getting back into watercolors and Inks.
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  • #haunted #Haunting #paintings #paint #Crying_Boy #UK #metaphysical #paranormal #paranormalmystery
    https://drdavidclarke.co.uk/urban-legendary/the-curse-of-the-crying-boy/
    #haunted #Haunting #paintings #paint #Crying_Boy #UK #metaphysical #paranormal #paranormalmystery https://drdavidclarke.co.uk/urban-legendary/the-curse-of-the-crying-boy/
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    The Curse of the Crying Boy
    curse: a solemn utterance intended to invoke a supernatural power to inflict destruction or punishment on a person or thing (Oxford English Dictionary) Ancient curses invoked by tomb-raiders have r…
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  • Van Gogh imersive experience... 30 min of many of Van Gogh paintings projected inside an old water house .. very nice :)
    Van Gogh imersive experience... 30 min of many of Van Gogh paintings projected inside an old water house .. very nice :)
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  • Somehow it has become hard for me to enjoy my socia shutdown alone time. Sometimes I just need to recharge my social batteries and shut myself in for a weekend doing things I enjoy alone like painting and sewing. And sometimes I need several weekends on a row.. But lately I often feel guilty doing this. Today too...Especially if others have asked if I wanna do something or join a get together. Even if they are understanding bc they are also introverted and get it. I feel like they just said it to be nice but are actually upset and think that I am selfish...
    But a the same time I hate not having so much time for my hobbies anymore so I look forward to be able to spend an entire weekend on them. Is it selfish to prioritize this over social interactions? I have picked up all these hobbies in the past as way fix the loneliness I experienced for always being the odd one with very little friends. Now I love art more than people because it was always there for me when people weren't. I think thats why it makes me feel guilty now that there are people who want to spend time with me.
    Lately I have been struggleing with this thought a lot...but I really need to recharge in order to not completely explode or break down.
    Somehow it has become hard for me to enjoy my socia shutdown alone time. Sometimes I just need to recharge my social batteries and shut myself in for a weekend doing things I enjoy alone like painting and sewing. And sometimes I need several weekends on a row.. But lately I often feel guilty doing this. Today too...Especially if others have asked if I wanna do something or join a get together. Even if they are understanding bc they are also introverted and get it. I feel like they just said it to be nice but are actually upset and think that I am selfish... But a the same time I hate not having so much time for my hobbies anymore so I look forward to be able to spend an entire weekend on them. Is it selfish to prioritize this over social interactions? I have picked up all these hobbies in the past as way fix the loneliness I experienced for always being the odd one with very little friends. Now I love art more than people because it was always there for me when people weren't. I think thats why it makes me feel guilty now that there are people who want to spend time with me. Lately I have been struggleing with this thought a lot...but I really need to recharge in order to not completely explode or break down.
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  • #painting
    Claus Bergen - "Rough sea under a cloudy sky"
    #painting Claus Bergen - "Rough sea under a cloudy sky"
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  • THIS IS MY ORIGINAL MUSIC & PAINTINGS !!! more @XZanthia.music

    Please check out more of my music & art @
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    #hellpop #creaturecosplay #monstercosplay #monstercore #creaturecore #dommymommy #creepygirl #creepycosplay #clowncore #emo #gothchick #pastelgoth #goth
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    #XZanthiaMusic #jupitersthunder #stpetefl #gulfportfl #tampabay #yborcity #yborcastle
    ⬅️ πŸ”₯🎢❀️‍πŸ”₯ THIS IS MY ORIGINAL MUSIC & PAINTINGS !!! πŸ₯° more ➑️ @XZanthia.music Please check out more of my music & art @ XZanthia.com πŸ™ #hellpop #creaturecosplay #monstercosplay #monstercore #creaturecore #dommymommy #creepygirl #creepycosplay #clowncore #emo #gothchick #pastelgoth #goth #darkpop #evilpop #gothic #gothgirl #alternative #dark #creepyart #gothicstyle #gothgoth #gothaesthetic #gothicgirl #metal #alternativegirl #steampunkgirl #art #helloween #Dominantwoman #XZanthiaMusic #jupitersthunder #stpetefl #gulfportfl #tampabay #yborcity #yborcastle
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  • Wow I was oddly productive this evening. I finished up the last touches on that wig, tidied up my studio, and finished 2 small paintings that I had lying around unfinished for a year or so...All all of that despite barely being able to stay awake at work :D
    I guess it is time to pass out now...
    Wow I was oddly productive this evening. I finished up the last touches on that wig, tidied up my studio, and finished 2 small paintings that I had lying around unfinished for a year or so...All all of that despite barely being able to stay awake at work :D I guess it is time to pass out now...
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  • Creating magic in the new studio Exploring painting and glasswork—stay tuned for the creative process to unfold!
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    #creaturecosplay #monstercosplay #steampunk #monstercore #creaturecore #cosplay #pride #creepygirl #creepycosplay #cosplay #clowncore #creepyart #cosplayer #punk #freak #gothic #goth #bitchesinharmony #creepycosplay #jupitersthunder #emo #gothicgirl #xzanthia #weird #gothchick #gothchick #cosplay #cyberpunk #pastelgoth #music
    Creating magic in the new studio ✨🎨 Exploring painting and glasswork—stay tuned for the creative process to unfold! XZanthia.com #creaturecosplay #monstercosplay #steampunk #monstercore #creaturecore #cosplay #pride #creepygirl #creepycosplay #cosplay #clowncore #creepyart #cosplayer #punk #freak #gothic #goth #bitchesinharmony #creepycosplay #jupitersthunder #emo #gothicgirl #xzanthia #weird #gothchick #gothchick #cosplay #cyberpunk #pastelgoth #music
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  • #painting #belle_epoque
    “The Reader” by Frank Weston Benson (1906)
    #painting #belle_epoque “The Reader” by Frank Weston Benson (1906)
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