Long live the Necromantic spirit it protects us when we least expect it.

I'm on the verge of crying. I'm literally panicking. Another health issue came up that needs immediate medical procedure. This that gives me the worst anxiety on multiple levels...if I'm unlucky it will not only make me really ugly and I struggle with dismorphia, but also also what I fear most, it will delay my treatment yet again... possibly for several weeks. I finally got a fixed appointment for getting the blood drawn for testing first thing but now I fear the new issue can't wait and needs to be fixed immediately there is akute pain....they probably can't test my blood if there is residual narcotics and painkillers on my system....
Like my anxiety was not already bad since yesterday for other reasons. Now this...I'm really panicking right now. Why is it all breaking at once??

Ok I need to breathe and wait se how bad the pain gets today prepare for being incapacitated by meds while I still can and if I get worse I go to the doctor tomorrow first thing. Good thing I live right next door. Maybe it just got painful because I was feeling the swelling I know I shouldn't drag it out and fix acute things immediately. But the following issues of delayed treatment will be detrimental too possibly reshaping my future entirely.

https://www.cnn.com/politics/live-news/government-shutdown-house-end-flights-11-12-25

All I can say is, reap what you sow and I’m glad that I do not live in NY or NYC

i promise to only live long enough to see everyonedie

I live in a fairly suburban bordering on an urbanized area of town. Saw another coyote, that's 2 in the past 6 months, running down the street. Can't blame them, their habitat is shrinking but if one of these vermin comes up in my yard...I'm using my pull to have Acme drop them as preferred customer!

This little cluster of activity does not impress me. Forming a tight knit clique that responds only when others in your circle does has failed time and time again. Live in a bubble, don't cry when soap gets in your eyes.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FaTcIzLk880

[circumsistence] thinks he/she/Peruvian Devil Gerbil has a monopoly with spamming the feed. I'm here to tell you your pedestrian reign of terror has ended. Long live Hebrew National!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KZNXiGhdMag

Yeap .. still alive...health still shitty but.... still alive :)