The worst feeling of betrayal and loneliness is realizing they didn't really mean it when they said 'always'... They meant only when it's not too much of a burden to carry for them... And then you are left all alone almost abandoned with that darkness you were finally trying to open up on... And that's why some people start speaking silence and live through entire tragedies in silence. Because no one bears to listen but themselves. And that's what trapps you in thst perpetual cycle of being a good listener to others but never be heard out. I'm so sick and tired of being emotionally exploited and permanently abandoned by others. Good enough as an emotional landfill. Real friendship is a myth...

Nothing is attractive about being alive in this timeline anymore.... family and friends just are just leeches that suck me dry emotionally...future doesn't look too rosy with a war next door and major countries being ruled by tyrants, economy is also shit...I barely have energy to keep on. And now the small things about daily life also keep getting more complicated and annoying... It will be a hassle to find a parking spot for my car in future and simultaneously the resident parking passes have become 6x more expensive (and that doesn't ensure that you will get a parking spot). Oh and did I mention that I just learned that I earn 20% less than my colleague in the same position witht the same JD? I am being exploited on every level and cheated for a happy future... I was told if I worked hard in school and pursue an academic degree I will not have to worry about the future. I feel that's a lie....our generation is just fucked.

Pope's funeral made me re-install Clive Barker's Undying...

I've just been invited to an Easter bonfire with wine and bread by the Catholic parish that lives next door to my apartment. And I think to myself; haha why not? Maybe they'll try to convert me xD Or in the worst case scenario, my blasphemous butt ends up in the first row on the fire :D

#technology #digital #woman #cemetery #Mycenae #Hellas #reconstruction #classics #Exeter #ancient_history #Bronze_Age #forensic #anthropology #archaeology #tomb #warrior #female_warrior #The_Observer #Greece #Hellas #Homer #Iliad #Helen_of_Troy #myth #folklore #The_Guardian https://www.theguardian.com/education/2025/apr/05/peering-into-the-eyes-of-the-past-reconstruction-reveals-face-of-woman-who-lived-before-trojan-war

My Neighbours where i live . Has reported a complaint to thee LAndlord. ITS Insane because ive played my Music. AM i supposed to Loose my Apartment because of these Inbreed Idiotic People . They must be AFRAID m HAHAHAHHAHAAH SWeden in a Nutshell

https://www.msn.com/en-us/entertainment/entertainment-celebrity/selena-quintanilla-s-killer-yolanda-sald%C3%ADvar-denied-parole/ar-AA1BO4va?ocid=msedgdhp&pc=U531&cvid=8996d97b3fba4cc1b8d2657dda84f25f&ei=14 "Selena Quintanilla's killer, Yolanda Saldívar, denied parole" I do get tired of hearing about Selena's death in 2025, 30 years in the grave, let the young lady Rest peacefully. Play her music and let her rest, 30 years later and still talking about her death? I find that to be very annoying and only serves to give Yolanda the notoriety that she begs and craves for, we can do better, talk about whatever good deeds she was doing while alive. Infact, why is the name "Yolanda S" even mentioned so much? Why is she even given a platform on oxygen to sell her Lies and dishonesty about Selena when Selena is not around to counter the lies? Oxygen should be ashamed for glorifying a Murderer. Having said that, I'm glad Yolanda got denied, Unless god gives the murder victim a second chance at life, NO KILLER should ever get parole and a second chance at life, it would be unfair to the Murder Victim and corrodes Justice.

Given the state of the world we live in today, I can honestly say we need a hero like Captain Chaos.

"Kanonenfieber - Sturmtrupp Live in Oberhausen 2024" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yOVu0Qcmqns

Gonna See The Damn/The Adverts in May. Kinda nervous since I haven't been to a show for a long while and I wanna go all out but I have the feeling I might be the only one over dressed since all the live shows for them seem laid back. Yet it's probably the voices being silly and telling me nonsense 🥴