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  • YouTube.com/XZanthiaMUSIC This is music that refuses to sit still.
    It isn’t here to soothe you or fade into the background—
    it exists to keep you alert, slightly off-balance,
    never certain what’s about to unfold next.

    Every moment is a corner you haven’t turned yet.
    Just when you think you understand it,
    it shifts, lunges, softens, surprises.
    It’s an acquired taste, absolutely—
    not something inherited, familiar, or politely nostalgic.
    This is not comfort food. This is appetite disruption.

    I want the sound to confuse you, to intrigue you,
    to make you uneasy in a way that keeps pulling you closer.
    To catch you enjoying tension,
    finding pleasure in resistance,
    realizing that discomfort can feel intimate
    when it refuses to let go.

    You may not always know what you’re hearing,
    but you’ll never be bored—
    because at any moment it’s ready to leap out,
    wrap around you,
    and pull you into that strange place
    where struggle feels like an embrace.



    Project 19.5 is an ethereal, esoteric music project that began in 1998, long before genres like “witch house,” “dark ambient,” or “experimental pop” had names attached to them. What started as intimate sonic experimentation grew over decades into a body of work shaped by collaborations with multiple producers across different eras, each phase capturing a different emotional frequency and psychological landscape.

    Rather than traditional songwriting, Project 19.5 focuses on much, but not all non-lyrical vocals, breath, tone, texture, and instinct. My voice is treated as an instrument—hovering between noise, chant, dream, and ritual—allowing listeners to project their own meaning without being guided by explicit words. This approach creates an immersive emotional experience that exists somewhere between beauty and unease.

    In 2025, the project entered a new phase: revisiting, remixing, and remastering archival material to finally release it in its most refined and intentional form. These recordings preserve the raw spirit of their original creation while enhancing the depth, clarity, and atmosphere—bridging past and present into a singular evolving entity.

    Project 19.5 represents the ethereal side of XZanthia—still haunting, still unsettling, but softer and more internal than her darker project, Jupiter’s Thunder. The Project 19.5 album Uzumaki exists within this realm as a gentler spiral, incorporating lyrics while maintaining a dreamlike, hypnotic quality.

    This is music designed to be felt rather than understood—a liminal soundscape for introspection, transformation, and emotional resonance beyond language.
    YouTube.com/XZanthiaMUSIC πŸ‘½πŸ’ΏπŸŽ€πŸŽΆπŸŽ΅ This is music that refuses to sit still. It isn’t here to soothe you or fade into the background— it exists to keep you alert, slightly off-balance, never certain what’s about to unfold next. Every moment is a corner you haven’t turned yet. Just when you think you understand it, it shifts, lunges, softens, surprises. It’s an acquired taste, absolutely— not something inherited, familiar, or politely nostalgic. This is not comfort food. This is appetite disruption. I want the sound to confuse you, to intrigue you, to make you uneasy in a way that keeps pulling you closer. To catch you enjoying tension, finding pleasure in resistance, realizing that discomfort can feel intimate when it refuses to let go. You may not always know what you’re hearing, but you’ll never be bored— because at any moment it’s ready to leap out, wrap around you, and pull you into that strange place where struggle feels like an embrace. Project 19.5 is an ethereal, esoteric music project that began in 1998, long before genres like “witch house,” “dark ambient,” or “experimental pop” had names attached to them. What started as intimate sonic experimentation grew over decades into a body of work shaped by collaborations with multiple producers across different eras, each phase capturing a different emotional frequency and psychological landscape. Rather than traditional songwriting, Project 19.5 focuses on much, but not all non-lyrical vocals, breath, tone, texture, and instinct. My voice is treated as an instrument—hovering between noise, chant, dream, and ritual—allowing listeners to project their own meaning without being guided by explicit words. This approach creates an immersive emotional experience that exists somewhere between beauty and unease. In 2025, the project entered a new phase: revisiting, remixing, and remastering archival material to finally release it in its most refined and intentional form. These recordings preserve the raw spirit of their original creation while enhancing the depth, clarity, and atmosphere—bridging past and present into a singular evolving entity. Project 19.5 represents the ethereal side of XZanthia—still haunting, still unsettling, but softer and more internal than her darker project, Jupiter’s Thunder. The Project 19.5 album Uzumaki exists within this realm as a gentler spiral, incorporating lyrics while maintaining a dreamlike, hypnotic quality. This is music designed to be felt rather than understood—a liminal soundscape for introspection, transformation, and emotional resonance beyond language.
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  • The greatest thing about being mutli lingeal is I can ingore my partner in both languages. I wish that worked for mother-in-laws.
    The greatest thing about being mutli lingeal is I can ingore my partner in both languages. I wish that worked for mother-in-laws.
    I'm Dead
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  • I dont know how much i believe this but the different gestures match known sniper language from what ive read up about its strange and appears to be signals idk what to believe its just so incredibly strange


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    I dont know how much i believe this but the different gestures match known sniper language from what ive read up about its strange and appears to be signals idk what to believe its just so incredibly πŸ€” strange https://www.instagram.com/reel/DOcjdUTDdhp/?igsh=cW9icXB5eXYxMnB2
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    Repost Joker on Instagram: "BREAKING: Who is the man standing directly behind Charlie Kirk at the moment of the shooting?Watch closely: 1. The man in front tips his hat. 2. The man in the black shirt behind Charlie makes a strange arm-cross/finger gesture seconds before the shot.Why would anyone make that gesture? Was it a signal? Part of security? Or something else entirely?This was not a normal movement. The video demands scrutiny."
    58K likes, 2,923 comments - repost.joker on September 10, 2025: "BREAKING: Who is the man standing directly behind Charlie Kirk at the moment of the shooting?Watch closely: 1. The man in front tips his hat. 2. The man in the black shirt behind Charlie makes a strange arm-cross/finger gesture seconds before the shot.Why would anyone make that gesture? Was it a signal? Part of security? Or something else entirely?This was not a normal movement. The video demands scrutiny.".
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  • I signed up for Japanese lessons cannot wait to add a new language I can butcher!
    I signed up for Japanese lessons cannot wait to add a new language I can butcher!
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  • In order to appeal to the fornite generation on here and to gain more attention for myself - let me speak your language! Life is hard, I am crying right now, I’m empty, and the world is dark, I want to kill myself, woe is me! See I can do attention grabbing posts too. Fucking pathetic, maybe daddy should of beaten you more.
    In order to appeal to the fornite generation on here and to gain more attention for myself - let me speak your language! Life is hard, I am crying right now, I’m empty, and the world is dark, I want to kill myself, woe is me! See I can do attention grabbing posts too. Fucking pathetic, maybe daddy should of beaten you more.
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  • (not sure if anyone reads this, but I think I just need a platform to shout out... not suited for everyone I guess btw..)
    Living with Bipolar Disorder is just the worst... not sure if anyone else is dealing with this shit but the worst are those crashing episodes that you cannot foresee yourself.
    Especially those Episodes where you just running internally mentally wild and the only thing you feel is just that anyone just want to betray and hurt you... even your closest ones.
    In addition, when I'm in a breakdown, the ‘spectrum’ in me swings so hard that I literally become completely blind to communicative schemes and can no longer understand or interpret anything like indirect speech in any way (probably always the main reason why I try to withdraw from anyone).
    In these phases, indirect language is as incomprehensible to me as a foreign language that I can't understand in any way. Unfortunately, very few people understand this because they are used to other ways of communicating with me.
    I'm really not sure what triggered the current episode: the constant stress at work, the stress of being available for everyone and everything every second for the last few months, or my own realization and disappointment that I think I've made so many bad decisions in the past because of my good faith, which have destroyed paths I would have liked to take(career and study-wise).
    However, I currently hate myself more than usual; not only for what I haven't achieved at the moment, but especially for the way I behave towards others uncontrollably during this phase.
    I am unconsciously insulting and offending those who actually want the best for me.
    I hide and deny the real causes until it is too late... (I'm such a coward)
    I wish I would be fixable but I'm not I guess...

    The worst thing is probably this post-episode in which you realize that not only the world itself is the problem, but that your own grievance towards others is also the problem in this world.
    (No wonder why the S-rate is so high in this disorder circle, since most people can't find any other solution).

    Maybe I just want someone to tell me directly and unhinged that they actual love me for what I am and that what I'm trying to achieve is enough
    (not sure if anyone reads this, but I think I just need a platform to shout out... not suited for everyone I guess btw..) Living with Bipolar Disorder is just the worst... not sure if anyone else is dealing with this shit but the worst are those crashing episodes that you cannot foresee yourself. Especially those Episodes where you just running internally mentally wild and the only thing you feel is just that anyone just want to betray and hurt you... even your closest ones. In addition, when I'm in a breakdown, the ‘spectrum’ in me swings so hard that I literally become completely blind to communicative schemes and can no longer understand or interpret anything like indirect speech in any way (probably always the main reason why I try to withdraw from anyone). In these phases, indirect language is as incomprehensible to me as a foreign language that I can't understand in any way. Unfortunately, very few people understand this because they are used to other ways of communicating with me. I'm really not sure what triggered the current episode: the constant stress at work, the stress of being available for everyone and everything every second for the last few months, or my own realization and disappointment that I think I've made so many bad decisions in the past because of my good faith, which have destroyed paths I would have liked to take(career and study-wise). However, I currently hate myself more than usual; not only for what I haven't achieved at the moment, but especially for the way I behave towards others uncontrollably during this phase. I am unconsciously insulting and offending those who actually want the best for me. I hide and deny the real causes until it is too late... (I'm such a coward) I wish I would be fixable but I'm not I guess... The worst thing is probably this post-episode in which you realize that not only the world itself is the problem, but that your own grievance towards others is also the problem in this world. (No wonder why the S-rate is so high in this disorder circle, since most people can't find any other solution). Maybe I just want someone to tell me directly and unhinged that they actual love me for what I am and that what I'm trying to achieve is enough
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  • Unfortunately cooking is my love language and I like someone very much. So my kitchen and me look like this now, I have to deal with it, while also putting a last touches on a cosplay ..
    Unfortunately cooking is my love language and I like someone very much. So my kitchen and me look like this now, I have to deal with it, while also putting a last touches on a cosplay ..
    Dark Love
    Goth Vibes
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  • #English #Europe #Greece #Croatia #Netherlands #Norway #language
    https://www.euronews.com/travel/2024/11/18/netherlands-croatia-greece-where-its-easiest-to-speak-to-locals-if-youre-an-english-speake
    #English #Europe #Greece #Croatia #Netherlands #Norway #language https://www.euronews.com/travel/2024/11/18/netherlands-croatia-greece-where-its-easiest-to-speak-to-locals-if-youre-an-english-speake
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    Ranked: Which European countries speak the best and worst English?
    Some of Europe’s most popular destinations are the most challenging to live in if you need to speak English.
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  • Part 2 kinda I AM FIRE in different languages https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lHcIfogQQ60
    Part 2 kinda I AM FIRE in different languages https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lHcIfogQQ60
    Dark Love
    1
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  • Smaug in different languages https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3P5lOABMKSE
    Smaug in different languages https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3P5lOABMKSE
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    The Hobbit (2013) Stunning Smaug voice in different languages
    Hello! Subscribe to my channel to watch your favourite movies,and learn new languages!Enable the basic subtitles (English) to view subtitles in all languages...
    Dark Love
    Goth Vibes
    2
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