Saw this :
A girl on X messaged me saying I post too much and that I’m ugly.
Did a little digging and found out she works at a ritzy spa an hour away. Booked an appointment and asked for her specifically.
Needless to say, she’ll be waxing and bleaching my butthole tomorrow.
My thought : I could do this plus making sure I eat an entire can of beans prior…..lmao

On the morning of 3 April 1882, thousands gathered to view the body of Jesse James, less than twenty-four hours after he was shot dead in St. Joseph, Missouri.


His open coffin was packed with large blocks of ice to preserve his body as mourners, reporters and photographers filed silently past. Those melting blocks of ice made it possible for one of the most famous photographs of the Old West to be taken.


More than 140 years later, the photograph still marks the moment Jesse James passed from notorious outlaw into an Anglo-American legend.

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My dogs like its 103 out. Yeah im gonna lay here for an hour. Fucking psycho.

I've spent my whole life putting everything I have into art, into expression, leaving my entire existence on paper. When I die will anyone even notice? Will all the countless hours... blood, sweat and breath even be seen or just remain in the dark recesses.. the peripherals of our eyes that we don't even notice? To cease to exist or exist for you to see?

I'm just saying. The POTUS has a commitment to the American people. He also has one to the world abroad. As much as you extremists shout America first, it doesn't work that way.

https://www.pbs.org/newshour/world/watch-live-trump-meets-with-japanese-prime-minister-sanae-takaichi-at-the-white-house

Not gonna waste 8 to 9 hours watching these, but here you go….
https://x.com/GOPoversight/status/2028572318587371623

I'm sinking more and more into one of my sleep escapism-depressions again. Everything is so discouraging and seems so hopeless....

I can barely get myself to leave the bed lately. I lack any motivation and elan to do anything.
Perpetually trapped in task paralysis.

On workdays I push myself to still give 110% despite constantly asking "what am I doing it for its not like it's fruitful for me". Work drains me so much I can't find the energy to look for new jobs after hours.
And on Weekends I am still drained and barely drag myself out of bed after sleeping for 12hr, then I end up on the couch staring into my phone screen doomscrolling, because I can't get myself to sit on my PC and look for job offers because I know there are barely any that are suitable for me. But pursuing my hobbies makes me feel guilty because "I should spend this time on looking for jobs".
So I just sit there on the couch trapped by invisible chains of guilt and discourage while I'm hoping for the unlikely miracle that a Recruiter will find my job profile and it's the perfect match for both sides. And that the world politics wills suddenly be bearable again. But with the current leaders pfft finding the Amber-room again is more likely than having a secure and happy future.
Thats why I keep asking myself: What future am even doing it for?