Happiness and good Fortune are like a golden sand flowing into an hourglass of life sometimes there are black grains representing the bad things that sometimes happen but for most they are tuning to gold once they reach the majority of gold. But for some people the sand has more black grains than most, and some of those tend to give their few golden grains to others to help them turn their black to gold, which often leave the givers with overpowering obsidian sand that often turns new gold to black. And if they ask others for just a speckle of gold in return to help Turing the black to gold, they often have to beg for it or end up turning the others sand black just by opening their their hourglass. I am certainly one of the latter people. My body and mind is filled with poisonous black sand and my tongue turns it into venom injecting it to others whenever reach for support or comfort. I have realized a very concerning pattern that gives me the worst anxiety right now. I'm poisoning the last golden grain of sand whenever I open my heart and don't swallow my feelings for once. I should finally stop trying and go back to being the quiet listener that gives her golden grains to others and fights against the black by herself. That will spare me from a lot of feelings of disappointment, and anxiety and guilt about upsetting others by voicing when I'm being upset or disappointed. I'll just suck it up and be too forgiving for my own good the sake of harmony. How sad is that? I have become scared of being upset because it upsets others and I feel guilty then. Can one be more of a peoplepleaser just to not end up all alone? Today was a terrible day on so many levels, not only was I still feeling upset, I was also anxious to the point of barely being able to breathe because I had I realized this destructive and poisonous pattern that always, really ALWAYS has been following when I open up and threatens the last good thing I have that is supposed to be an anchor right now. And on top of all, some actually supposedly good news came in from a friend but I can't be happy for them instead it really pulls me down because the topic reminds me of my health issues that are kinda related... And as I currently have no one to talk to because my tongue is venomous and I just ruin everone elses minds, I have to rant it out to strangers in the internet. Maybe the more creative writing approach I took in the beginning is at least somewhat enjoyable to read. It was kind inspired by this song... https://youtu.be/FK3TDHnD1_0?list=RDFK3TDHnD1_0

Only took Charlie Kirk's wife 10 days to forgive her husband's killer... Guess, his life insurance kicked in, guess his life wasn't worth 2 full weeks of mourning!! But then again, that's the difference between marrying a golddigger/trophy wife and not marrying out of love for one another.

https://life-in-the-lofthouse.com/taco-bell-crunchwrap-supreme-copycat/ Crunchwrap Supreme (Copycat) Copycat Crunchwrap Supremes are loaded with seasoned ground beef, nacho cheese, sour cream and more wrapped inside a flour tortilla and baked to perfection. Ingredients 1 ½ pounds lean ground beef 1 small yellow onion chopped 2 Tablespoons taco seasoning 1/4 cup water 1 teaspoon minced garlic 1 jar nacho cheese or Queso cheese dip 6 burrito-size flour tortillas 6 tostada shells or corn tortillas* see note 1 cup sour cream 2 cups shredded lettuce 1 tomato diced 1 cup shredded Mexican cheese blend cooking spray Instructions In a large skillet, over medium-high heat, cook and crumble ground beef and onion, until beef is no longer pink. Drain grease. Stir in the taco seasoning mix, water and minced garlic. Continue to cook until it starts to boil. Reduce heat to low and let simmer for 5 minutes. Warm the nacho cheese sauce or queso cheese in a microwave-safe bowl. Place the flour tortillas on a large plate. Microwave for 20 seconds to warm them. Lay one flour tortilla on a flat surface. Spread 1/2 cup of taco meat onto the center of the tortilla. Drizzle a couple Tablespoons of nacho cheese over the meat. Top meat with one tostada shell or crispy corn tortilla *see notes below. Spread a thin layer of sour cream over the tostada shell. Top with lettuce, tomato and shredded Mexican cheese. To fold the crunch wrap, start with the bottom of the flour tortilla and fold the edge up over the center. Continue to work your way around, folding the flour tortilla over the center fillings. There will be a spot left open in the center; cut a piece of another flour tortilla, and tuck it in the center, so it's fully covered. Repeat with all remaining tortillas, tostadas and fillings. You’ll have 6 crunch wraps total. Spray a large, non-stick skillet with cooking spray. Heat over medium heat. Place one crunchwrap seam-side down onto the skillet. Cook for 1 to 2 minutes, or until golden-brown. Carefully, flip over and cook other side until golden-brown. Repeat process with all crunch wraps. Serve immediately. Notes *If using corn tortillas, heat oven to 425° F. Place corn tortillas on a baking sheet and bake for 8 minutes or until crispy.

What the fuck is this queer shit? Also can we have a gold star please that way I can feel offended and play the victim.

HR has banned me from giving my co-workers golden handshakes! We have a sink for a reason! A bit harsh in my opinion.

Fun gossip from the Golden Age of Hollywood: Joan Collins was so promiscuous during her early days as an actress, her detractors referred to her as "The British Open".

Old (for me) but gold ❤️ Can't believe this song is like 20 y/o now. About as old as Walk Among Us was on the year I was born. Tony Hawk American Wasteland was life.

The UK education system has always hated Jews! Imagine being a little Jewlet in school and being given a gold star. Now that's some kind of twisted!

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