My soul really needed this long weekend for myself...
I was mentally burning out in the shadow of a high functioning facade for 2 months. I needed a break from life and from functioning perfectly. A small vacation without any obligations or an agenda. Just me alone and my art. And the luxury to decide on on a whim, what I feel like doing. No places to be at certain times, no schedule, no peole to meet... Just time passing by at my own pace....
I know its odd, but spending time alone is actually the most relaxing for me. Going on vacations/traveling is just stressing me out.

Went to a pumpkin patch today, Did the corn maze and the prize was four peices of candy but I still had a lot of fun
Ft: Cute lil bees on the flowers at the sunflower field

Word is the average Gen Z person has the same level of anxiety and neurotic behavior of an institutionalized mental health patient in the 1950s. Instead of using this dysfunctional energy for creativity, they'd rather cry and complain about it. Therein lies the difference.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YwWVE84OEIA

forever n ever isnt That FUN!!!

I have some creepy customer who keeps on inviting me to "hang out" at his place because he has parties at his house ,iv'e told him multipole times no and i'm waiting for him to stop asking its super awkward because he hasn't asked any of my other co-workers and ONLY invites me. its funny too because he makes all these signs and stuff for the parties,like saying there will be a fire outside,but its like 89 degress out so its just going to make everything hotter outside ??? ok ? yeah weird...

Admittedly, I'm not a fan of the film, but this is too funny.

Suicidal thoughts can be fun. :D :D Like man, I wonder why I wanna kill myself this time?

After a few days, I've found the leisure to switch on my PC again and not linger on the sofa/bed right after work (all day)
Even though I don't really feel like spending my time on the computer at the moment...

It's a strange contrast to when I used to enjoy spending most of my free time on the PC.
I don't know if it's because I'm getting older and my interests are fundamentally changing, or simply because I'm completely oversaturated with computers due to my work as an IT specialist ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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