its just me out here on the high seas all alone again

none of this means anything
theres no meaning and no fun

lol, poking fun at himself. Classic SNL.
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The antidote for brain rot is books.
The antidote for brain rot is books.

Read books. Encourage your friends and families to read.
Read to learn. Read to satisfy curiosity. Read to understand the world. Read to spark creativity and imagination. Read to improve communication. Read to enhance empathy. Read just for fun. But read.

If you wanna feel really ugly, try taking some pictures for your CV. Nothing is more humbling. It really remindes me how ugly I am without my signature makeup.
And there is all the deatils and imperfections that I noticed. like why is my right eyelid more hooded and hanging than my left?? If i look right in the camera I look like I had a stroke!!!
Would you hire me like that?

But taking CV pics is also somehow funny: The reality of that person smilig at you professionaly from that picture, was to be kneeling on the floor in front of some white curtains, wearing a neat button down shit and dirty sweatpants with a care bear print.

Hmm either the company I work for has just given me some incredible leverage to practially demand a raise or the whole thing has a big catch and they hope that I am to gullible to see it.

They recently laid off 20 % of the employees becasue of funding problems. Unfortunateley they also fired the person who was appointed officer for biological safetey... Now they desperateley need another employee to become that. But there is only a handfull of people who can thake the position as it has special requirements. Most suitable people don't want it because it is a hassle. I am amongst those few suited ones and they just asked me yesterday if I were interested in getting that extra qualification.
TBH I don't really want the hassle that comes with it and I am planning to leave the company as soon as I find a better job anyway. But the qualification will look very hot on my resume...
I have been fighting for a wage increase. Since I know they are desparate, I could practically bribe them into giving me a BIG fat raise or I will just not do it.
What do I have to loose? They can only say no then I'll also say no too. So what? It is a voluntary extra position, they cannot fire me for declining the responsibility. For me, things will stay same and they'll still have no one to be Biological safetey officer. Their probelm.

But I am not trusting them anymore so I kinda smell a rat (not the cute cuddly kind that smells like love and popcorn)...what could it be???
Will I have to give up my project lead position? Is it a degradation in disguise? WHAt could be the catch???
Time to do some research....

i went on a spiritual trip only to cum back to a website that has 5 least funny people on it posting boring ass memes, lame politics and schizo ramblings

do yuo have any shame for urselves

nothing better to receice a letter from the city council from a parkin ticket ( incorrect parking on the side walk ) from 20 August.. 2023... lovelly... funny thing is that i doubt i parked there since i had a previous ticket from the police on the 9th of august 2023.. and i was pissed ( because i wasnt obstruting the passage of ppl walking on the side walk ) and i doubt that i would park on the same place just 12 days later...

Ugh tomorrow is the day I need to get back to being a functioning human and see all the f*k faces at the place of exploitation again... Not hyped.
Oh well let's go and Wash and dye my hair so that I at least look like a human and not a gremlin.
How have you guys been lately?

Well, it's official. 2025 sucked and if it had an odor, the year would've smelled of moth balls and toenail fungus. Hoping 2026 is a damn sight better. Here's to ya!