Embrace the Storm I wrote a poem, which will become a future song, about my 15year partner PJ ♥️⬇️♥️ Embrace the Storm by XZanthia He doesn’t flinch when the lightning hits. He never asked me to dim. He just stood still while the sky cracked open and smiled like it was beautiful. He saw the fire in my chest and didn’t reach for water. He knew I wasn’t dangerous I was divine. He don’t compete, he completes He don’t crumble when the current heats While boys bail out, he’s building rafts While others fear, he laughs at collapse I shook the room, he didn’t blink I roared in rage, he made me think He knows how to hold without holding me back and that’s how you carry a queen’s heart intact To walk beside a powerful woman you don’t need chains you need courage Not armor, but honor Not silence, but space He never caged the lioness He never named me “too much” He simply looked and let me be until I let him see everything Powerful presence, patient, precise Protecting peace without a price Fire-fed, focused, feeling full He’s not afraid, I’m never dull He’s got thunder in his spine Steel in his silence Grace in his gaze and no trace of violence HE NEVER RAN FROM MY RAGE! HE NEVER NEEDED ME SMALL! HE HELD MY CHAOS IN HIS HANDS AND NEVER DROPPED ME AT ALL! Other men feared me He faced me Other men chased me He stayed When I shattered, he sharpened me When I wept, he witnessed me He didn’t want to fix the fire He wanted to feel it with me And maybe you think this song’s about you… Maybe you wish it could be But only a rare one gets written into fire like this. Real ones rise when her voice shakes the walls Real ones don’t shrink when the goddess calls If she’s the storm, he’s the ground beneath Still. Sure. Strong in belief. This ain’t fiction, it’s a fact You want a queen? Learn how to act Not to conquer, not to own But to honor her like a throne HE NEVER ASKED ME TO SHUT UP! NEVER ASKED ME TO SHRINK! HE TOOK MY FIRE AND FED IT!! I am the flame And he holds me I am the howl And he hears me I am the storm But he never tried to stop the rain He just stood With open hands And loves me without fear.

So I know its been a hot minute since I tortured you sexy lot. I found out recently a bunch of friends of mine are pregnant ALL with boys which requires me to baby shop lol. I got issues lol. I've also been super busy with other projects and things at home. I know we all got shit going on and some days are better than others and I know sometimes life is hard as heel and frustrating as f*ck. I do not know what you are going through and I don't know what traumas you have endured. I do know whatever you HAVE endured by others is not your fault. If your mind is saying you are worthless, it is lying. If your mind is telling you that you are a burden, it is lying. It is so easy to pull yourself a part because you feel less than but I promise you that you .... you lovely person,regardless of your gender, sexuality, ethnicity, religions belief or anything else, you are magically and beautifully made. So just for today... treat yourself kind.

#God #Hawking #religion #belief

Top surgery on August 5th! Send well-wishes, prayers, good vibes, or whatever positive things your beliefs can send!

I am bummed, depressed, haven't been feeling well for quite some time, and I am blank as a fart when it has been dealing with my creative endeavors. I have been under lots of stress, putting up with all the bulls**t from others and living in this sewer trap of a rural town, as I despise the surrounding counties and want out of this state and area so badly. I fear my life is over. I'm 47 and will be 50 in three years as I wept a few times over that. I have a degree that I feel I cannot make use of, I want this other degree, and I feel I do not get the kind of support I need financially, and I feel I have been kind of neglected emotionally and mentally lately. It is hard for me to talk about things as it is, and it seems when I attempt to vent or express my troublesome feelings and such...no one is to reply back or I do not get any replies. But it seems there are some people who want me to stop and drop everything for them when they need an ear to listen or a shoulder to cry on, but when I have these same needs and such I get blown off like a fart in the wind, no one replies back, and I'm left feeling stupid, hurt, and having this belief that noone really cares how I feel, what I want, or that lending me their ear or shoulder Is a burden to them when I need someone. It's a very lonely world. And I feel like I have no answers or know what the next step is. Sorry, I just had to get this off my chest. This is the only site I feel free to do so.

A uni in Ireland is offering a bachelor's degree in social media Influencing. Which confirms my belief that this generation and the Irish are absolutely useless!

Reasons I think [MallGoth_666] is a fed: - "how do you do fellow right wingers" but eases into a centrist stance whenever right wing beliefs come up - still tried to be friendly with dragon when he was outed for noncery (feds can't get enough of new child trafficking opportunities) - interacts more with schitzo types (probably grooming them for mass shootings) - is j*wish I see you glowing, you can't fool me.