ok butt seriosly there are fucking ghosts i am scrapign in a abandoned sike ward and i feel like i am beign watched somethin wants me so bad rn

I CANNOT wait for this concert,going to be probably the heaviest show I've been too,Dragged Into Sunlight has been a much wanted to see band live as long as I have been a fan of there's many moons ago,and I have the whole day off work so that's a plus in itself. Got a Australian Melodic Death Metal concert coming up as well soon after...

Hello everyone!...
I want to make an all girl screamo band... called Fish Donut
I'll be the lead vocalist...
My Screamo name is yet to come ....
Girls with cool stage names ..

If parents approve....

The worst feeling of betrayal and loneliness is realizing they didn't really mean it when they said 'always'...
They meant only when it's not too much of a burden to carry for them... And then you are left all alone almost abandoned with that darkness you were finally trying to open up on...
And that's why some people start speaking silence and live through entire tragedies in silence. Because no one bears to listen but themselves. And that's what trapps you in thst perpetual cycle of being a good listener to others but never be heard out.
I'm so sick and tired of being emotionally exploited and permanently abandoned by others. Good enough as an emotional landfill.
Real friendship is a myth...

Crazy week this week with prices going up, honestly I'm not too worried its been just nuts with everyone buying buying lots but I'm glad to have a job i enjoy. more music in the works, been practicing more and working on probably the heaviest material i will be creating (Sludge/Doom stuff) and hoping to get older material uploaded as well to the band camp, working on more horror based art and photography too. More to come...

The band is called the interns and there is no such thing as nothing isn't true . . . https://youtu.be/hr_VG56Wqlw

as long as it has been...finally things are starting to form, new music will soon be released on my band camp page, I'm hoping to upload a ton of stuff the next few weeks, lots of older material and some obscure experimental stuff I've had back from 2009 recorded in a spare room basement ,LOTS of music spawned there...more to come.

https://www.amazon.com/My-Husbands-Wife-Jane-Corry/dp/0241256488

What I'm currently reading:
Jane Corry: My Husband's Wife

I think this is week 2 of Listening to this band nonstop pretending that it will fix my overstimmulation and the high functioning burnout I'm currently facing....At least I have something that I can cling onto for comfort am I right?
I pity my neighbours who have to listen to this blasting from my speakers, as soon as I come home to 2am when I go to bed...and sometimes even in the morning when I get ready Hope it fixes their depression too otherwise thats awkward...

I know that lately I don't really post anything else than music....But listening and discovering unknown bands or deep diving into my old music library is the only thing that I can do while going about my busy days. Lately there is not much time or energy left for other hobbies....
with that... here is what sweetened my evening today while i was driving my brother around...
https://youtu.be/GSz51onJTM8